16. Summertime sadness & hospital💗

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by -mendesarmy

by -mendesarmy

Two weeks have passed and Shawn was having breathing problem sometimes by he was able to handle it. His health was getting better.
It was my last day of school and Caleb came to see me.
Caleb: hey I just wanted to know if your boyfriend is ok..
Me: Caleb I don't like you. Get over it.
Caleb: I can't help it. I love you and if your boyfriend is making you happy then I'm happy..
Me: ok well he is fine. I have to go. Bye.

I didn't let him the time to answer and went away. I texted Shawn about it and he answered

"I'm afraid that when I'll be away.. He'll try to get you and I won't be here to stop him.."
I said back
"Don't worry I don't like him"

Usually when I get back home, Shawn is waiting for me on the couch ,watching television but this day.. He wasn't there. I texted him to know where he was and I heard his phone ringing in his room so I figured he was there. But he wasn't. I screamed "SHAWN?" And I heard him answering. He was in my room.
Me: what are doing in my room?
Shawn: I just wanted to take something from you.
Me: why?
Shawn: because .. The doctor called, and I can start working again and I'm leaving in two days..
Me: *started to cry* but...
Shawn: it's okay babe..
He pulled me closer and gave me a hug while he was giving me a kiss on the forehead.
Me: I'll miss you a lot.
Shawn: me too.
So I figured I'll pass my summer alone.

Two days later, Shawn was leaving. I helped him get his stuff in his car and after that he started at me for at least five minutes.
Me: why are you looking at me like that ?
Shawn: cause I can't believe I won't be with you for the summer..

I hugged him. He kissed me for the last time this summer and went away. The worse is.. I didn't know this wouldn't be the hardest thing I would be going trough in my summer..

Two weeks had passed and I've made some friends. I felt for once like I was part of something. I had a little group of friend and it made me feel so good. I called Shawn everyday and every night I would FaceTime me and wait until I get asleep to hung up.

One day my mother told me we had to go to the doctor for an annual exam. So we went. It was boring like always.. The doctor was making sure everything was okay and then he told my mom he wanted to talk to her in private.

After fifteen minutes they came back and my mom seemed really stressed out.
Doctor: you may need to pass some blood test Sara. I want you to come back tomorrow at 1 o'clock.
Me: what do you think I have?
Doctor: I'm not sure.
Me: so ?..
Doctor: we'll see with your test.