Handsome, talented, intelligent, and wealthy. Ken have it all. Although, Ken is just a kind of man who does not think much about love. He is focused on his work as a surgeon. His life will change drastically after meeting a certain person at a bar...
I laid in bed. So many thoughts are overflowing in my mind right now. I feel like I am gonna explode. I can't control my emotions anymore.
I want to tell Alex that
"I hate you, I love you. I hate that I love you. I hate that I want you. Don't want to but I can put nobody else above you. You want her, you need her. And I'll never be her. I miss you when I can't sleep Or right after coffee Or right when I can't eat. I miss you in my front seat. Fucked around and got attached to you. Friends can break your heart too, And I'm always tired but never of you. If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit. I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit. I type a text but then I never mind that shit. I got these feelings but you never mind that shit. Oh, keep it on the low. I mean no harm. All my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed. Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing. Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance. I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings When trust is gone. All alone I watch you watch her Like she's the only girl you've ever seen. You don't care you never did. You don't give a damn about me. Yeah, all alone I watch you watch her. She is the only thing you ever see. How is it you never notice That you are slowly killing me?"
"This feeling's taking control of me And I can't help it, I won't sit around, I can't let her win now. Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to. It hurts me every time I see you. Please Realize how much I need you"
"If you just realize what I just realized, please Take time to realize. But I can't spell it out for you. No, it's never gonna be that simple.No, I can't spell it out for you"
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