I wish that I could wake up with amnesia, forget about these things and the memories I never can escape. Cause I'm not fine at all. No, I'm really not fine at all. Tell me this is just a dream. 'Cause I'm really not fine at all.
I screwed up real bad.
Time passed and I stayed at the bar, drowning myself in alcohol. When the bartender approached me.
"Sir, we need you to leave. It's closing time." He said
"O...kay." I stuttered.
And I grabbed a chair and made myself stand. I struggled walking. I imagined I looked like a zombie walking in a zigzag pattern. I almost fell so many times. I can hardly stand up.
And finally, after seems like forever, I am out the bar. I got my keys inside my pocket. And went inside my car.I don't want to go back to the condominium. Alex might be there or maybe she is with Teresa, but I cannot risk the chance of her being at the condominium. I don't wanna go back to the condominium where Alex might be. I cannot face her after what I have done. I tried kissing her! After promising to Teresa that I will contain my feelings for her and be with her under the premise of friends. I am so ashamed of myself. I hate myself. Damn you, Ken!!!
I heard a car honking so loud. What the fuck!!! Why is it so noisy?!? I woke up because of that.
Damn! My head hurts!!! Hangover sucks!!!! I touched my head.
I realized that I fell asleep in my car. It's already morning. I looked at my watch and saw that it is already 10 am!!! Oh no! I will be late from work! I gotta work at 10:30!!!
I immediately started and car and drove to the condominium. I need to pull myself together. I hope Alex is not there.A few minutes have passed and I arrived at the condominium. I parked my car and ran towards the entrance.
My heart is beating so fast.
I am so nervous.
I hope Alex is not here anymore. I am still not ready to face her after what happened last night.
I opened the door but it's locked.
Whew! Alex is not home!!! I felt relieved ad looked at the time.
Oh damn! I need to hurry or else I will be late for work!!
I hurriedly opened the door with a spare key. I ran towards my room and took off my clothes. I went inside and took a quick shower.
I looked at myself in the mirror and saw my busted lip. Damn! I look horrible!!! I touched my lips and I winced in pain. I really deserved this. This is a wake-up call. I washed my face And got a towel and dried myself.
I then put on my clothes for work. But I need an ice pack first to minimize the swelling of my lips. I went to the kitchen and opened the fridge and made an ice pack. Good thing, we are both doctors. I have my first aid tools with me always. I put ice to numb the pain and lessen the swelling.
After 5 minutes, I went outside the condominium. I hope my lips are less swollen and less noticeable now. I went and locked the condominium door and got inside my car.
Then I drove towards the hospital as fast as I can.
Whew! I arrived 1 minute late!
I approached the nurse."Good morning..."
I stopped from speaking because of the sharp pain in my lips.
Damn, this hurts.
"Do we have patients waiting?" I continued, ignoring the pain in my lips.The nurse looked at me and gasped.
"Doctor, what happened to your lips?"
She asked."Nevermind this. I already applied the necessary treatment. Just answer me please." I said disregarding the pain again. It burns! It hurts so much when speaking.
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Forbidden Love
RomanceHandsome, talented, intelligent, and wealthy. Ken have it all. Although, Ken is just a kind of man who does not think much about love. He is focused on his work as a surgeon. His life will change drastically after meeting a certain person at a bar...