Explanation

I'm not dead

So, hey what's up?

How's it going?

Haven't seen y'all in a while.

I'm not entirely sure when the last time I updated this was, but it was quite a while ago.

Let me catch y'all up.

I'm currently a sophomore in high school, already setting up my classes for junior year. I don't know if I came out on here yet, so I'm bi as a bicycle, though I've been thinking about my sexuality a lot recently.

I have a study this year, cuz they screwed up my schedule again, as well as a college prep history, which is a bit boring, but oh well, that's what I get for taking French.

Honestly, this year has been pretty good (school year wise), considering I've gained some real good friends.

Also, last week we had midterms. In my study, at around the halfway point, we contemplated having a sacrifice. The rest were pretty chill.

A girl in my grade (and a majority of my classes) has an iron burn on her ass and 60$. I'm guessing you can figure out what happened.

My AP Bio class is one of the best classes during my day. The pep rally at the beginning of school cemented that I'm a sophomore now. I've actually started feeling a whole lot more comfortable as a person.

I had a breakdown Christmas day, but that's pretty normal.

Haven't spoken more than a couple sentence to my dad since like July? Maybe August.

I haven't stopped writing, it's just that I've kind of lost my motivation for a lot? And the fact that I both don't have WiFi and my computer broke.

Like, broke broke. Like, screen shattered broke.

Good times.

I've gained a lot of friends this year and I formed a gang in my English class. We're the Gang Gang and our group chat is called the Gang Gang Gang Bang.
I'm happy, strangely enough. It feels weird to say that, kind of. I've been so apathetic for so long that it feels strange to not be entirely sad.

Of course, I still have self-esteem issues up the wazzoo, I'm depressed, and stressed, and anxious, and not entirely right in the head, but I'm getting better.

This got heavy, my dudes. Sorry to make this all about me, though that's kind of the point of this.

Should I start this up again? Comment if I should.

Good Night and Good Dreams

Katie Houde, signing out.

(It's been so long, I'm not even sure if that right.)