Satan's Spawn (Bon x Rin)

Chapter 14:

Days turned into months of silent suffering for Rin he seemed more reserved and quiet he wouldn't laugh anymore or even argue anymore he would just sit looking down the whole class he wouldn't even cook meals if he did so it would be for his brother rather than himself because he didn't have an appetite anymore.

During missions he would fight carelessly not caring if he died in the process he began to think if he did die in a mission or went berserk it would be good because the Vatican would finally kill him he wouldn't be a nuisance to his brother anymore and Bon and the others wouldn't have to see his face anymore.

Yukio was worried about Rin's well being and he tried to help his brother but Rin would say that nothing was wrong and go away or sleep as Shima kept seeing all of this he felt guilty but he didn't have the guts to tell Bon the truth.

As the time went by Rin decided he would become numb void and empty on all emotions to stop feeling so much pain everyone noticed this even Bon did but no one could say or do anything. Rin gave up on feeling completely and also on being with them he would only spend time on the roofs with Kuro knowing he would be the only one who wouldn't hurt or betray him.
It was the first time in the week that Rin went to Cram school since he rarely assisted know a days, as Rin entered Shiemi asked him if he was ok Rin quickly responded "I'm fine" with a emotionless stare which worried them even more for a moment his eyes met with Bon's he saw hatred in Bon's eyes but he couldn't bring himself to feel anything he was sick of feeling but most importantly of breathing.

Today the would go on a mission which involved high level demons what they didn't know is that Rin wasn't planning to come back alive from this mission. During all this time Mephistopheles was watching them intently 'Humans are so interesting'

Rin's Pov:
Today is the day I've been waiting for I will finally be at peace this torment will end. I knew I shouldn't have trusted him he promised he loved me and he would never leave but look at him now he hates me, he has his girlfriend now, who needs a stupid demon? Plus we are both guys why would he ever want me I was so stupid I shouldn't have believed him. I know Yukio will be sad but he won't notice if I accidentally let those high level demons run their swords through my heart, at least he will never know I wanted this he would live thinking his brother died heroically. Hah how pathetic am I, father why cant I be with you? I miss you so much. I will see you soon father... 

To be continued...

{A/N: im sorry for the short chapter, I'll try for a longer chapter and hopefully more interesting one, im sorry I've been really busy with college plus I cant seem to find the right ideas for this story I don't want it to be cheap or boring I don't know if you guys read my authors notes at all though...}