Deep In My Thoughts

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As I lie here deep in my thoughts

I wonder why am I sad

Is there truly a reason

Or am I just sad

The fact that I'm even questioning it

Must mean something, right

I've never truly been happy

At least not for a while

Whenever I'm "happy", I'm dead inside

The smiles on my face are forced

If you saw me in bed with sore, red arms

You'd think of me differently

Don't lie

There are things that I've never said out loud

Things that I never plan to

Because tonight with me they die

As I fulfill my long desired wish to fly


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