Cali Bound//Our2ndLife

♡Chapter 13♡

"Morgan, can we please talk?" Connor begged for the millionth time tonight. Ugh, he hasn't stopped since I've joined them. I've been clinging closer to Ricky tonight. He was good company, and the night was pretty enjoyable if you take out Connor's constant glare's to Ricky and begs for me to talk to him privately. 

"Connor, there is nothing we have to talk about." I said not giving him any eye contact. 

"There is Morgan! And you can't avoid it!" He said bringing me up to him as we were now stood up, our faces inches away from each other. 

"Connor, stop! I told you I didn't want to discuss it!" I shouted quietly putting my hands on his chest and pushing him off of me. He stumbled a bit but regained his balance. 

"Morgan, please. I will stop bugging you." He begged. Oh my fucking god. 

"Connor, you aren't going to stop are you?" I asked as he shook his head. I looked back at the group who was completely oblivious to us and our big blowout, thank god. I sighed and grabbed his arm tightly before dragging him off to the corner by the bathrooms. 

"What Connor?! What do we need to talk about so badly that it couldn't wait til' later?!" I shouted. 

"I need you Morgan." He said. 

"Connor, you left me." I said in confusion. 

"And it was a mistake." He said taking each of my hands connecting them with his. "And I missed you something awful Morgs. My bed is lonely without you in it next to me." He said making me laugh a bit. 

"So why'd you leave then if you needed me so bad?" I asked. 

"Because, I though might as well go through the pain now so I don't have to later." He said. 

"Wha-what do you mean?" I asked confused. "The pain of what?"

"The pain of loosing you Morgan." He said looking straight in to my eyes. "The pain of you going away and me not being able to know if you're okay or if you've found some other guy you love more." 

"Connor-"

"No, and I thought it would be better without you ahead of time.." He said. "But it wasn't, and I love you, and I need you more than anything Morgan." 

"Connor, I, I forgive you." I said wiping the little tear at my eyes. 

"C'mere babe." He smiled bringing me in a bear hug, holding me tightly. "I love you so much and I'm sorry." 

"It's okay Connor, I love you." I said in his chest but it just came out muffled. He pushed away slightly to give me a tiny kiss on my forehead. I smiled and looked up at him into his bright green eyes.

"You're perfect, you know that?" I asked him making him chuckle a bit.