A/N OHMAHLORDPHANTOMHIVE THANK YOU ALL FOR 2K READS YES I LOVE YOU ALL! *I used "they" and "their" for the sake of not having to type out he/she, his/hers, him/her all the time :P*You sat in the corner of your room, done with everything. You were crying, your face buried in your hands. The world was just too much for you at this point in your life, and too many things were going on and happening. You honestly didn't know what to feel anymore. All your emotions, happiness, sadness, anger, frustration, confusion, fear, were mixed up into a huge mess that you didn't know how to deal with. All of these changes came in like a swirling wind and you just didn't know how to deal with it all. You didn't know who to trust, you didn't know who to turn to, you didn't know what to do, for you, it was just too confusing.
It seemed like the world wanted you to be someone else as if it didn't like your personality. You've kept your childlike qualities for so long and you didn't want to let go of them. You wanted be you, not someone else. But, whenever you be you, you always seem to run into trouble, or get yourself into trouble. Right now, you honestly don't know how much longer you could hold on, though you swore yourself to never commit suicide, after what happened with one of your closest friends. To be honest, you just felt as if you were in a limbo, floating in the middle of a vast, empty space.
You were continuing to cry as if no one was watching. Tears streamed down your face, staining your cheeks.
"Why can't the world be nice like before?" you mentally questioned, "It was so bright and warm and fuzzy... Now it's cold and monotonous..." You breathed a shaky sigh, sobbing, "You stupid child..." you thought to yourself, "This is the reason why you're so upset. It's because you don't want to change!"
You continued to cry until you felt soft hands gently grab your wrists. The person carefully pulled your hands away from your face. You continued to look down, a few sobs escaping your lips.
"Hey," said a male voice, "Why are you crying?" You didn't respond. He then took his hand and placed it on your cheek, caressing it. You placed your hand over his, finally deciding to look up at him. You gasped.
"Am... Am I dreaming?" you thought to yourself in shock, "I-It's Yamaguchi Tadashi!"
Yamaguchi chuckled at your reaction, "Surprised?" You nodded your head. Were you becoming delusional? Was this the side effects of watching too much anime? No... It can't be... You felt his touch and you could feel him too. You could hear him speak and see him too.
"Are you okay?" he asked, "If you want, you could tell me your problems... I'll listen."
"He's sweet just like in the anime... And in the manga..." you thought. "Problems huh..." you said, looking away from him, "Well, right now, life's getting hard." You then began to explain to him all your challenges and difficulties you're going through right now and he listened, nodding his head every now and then. It occurred to him that you were shaking, and, by the time that you were done explaining, he gave you a hug.
"Let me tell you something, (y/n)," said Yamaguchi, "As cheesy and cliché as it sounds, things will get better. You will get better. Everyone has to go through tough times, and, yes, those times could be very tough, but you gotta hang in there. I'll be here to support you and believe in you, so come to me when you need help, okay?"
"How does he know my name?" you thought. "Okay," you said.
Yamaguchi pulled back from the hug and gave you a smile. "Great," he said. He sat down in front of you and stared at you for a bit, you still trying to figure out what's going on.
"I finally get to see her..." thought Yamaguchi, "She's really cute..." Yamaguchi began to think about you more, making him space out.
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A Bunch of Haikyuu!! X Reader
FanfictionMy first x reader story, please don't hate. I'm trying my best here in writing so... idk. It's probably going to be mostly fluff but sprinkled angst in here too. You guys can request, I may not be able to update because of school, but I'll try my be...