The Brooks Boys

Chapter Fifteen

Tuesday and wednesday went by as did monday. Short but long, bitter but sweet.

Jai and I had continued to keep up with the lie and we are trying our best to keep away from each other. I don't want to start yet another argument.

He asked me about why I didn't reply to his text on monday, but I just told him that my phone had died and it was too late to text back when it had finished charging. So everything seems to be going to plan. Today I shall be meeting him after school to finish the deed.

I had been spending a lot of time with April and Esme, due to the fact that my parents have been working 24/7. I don't have a problem with their extreme working habits because I know they're helping people. But I did get very lonley.

Not so much anymore, thanks to April and Esme. Now, if I ever get lonely I can just go next door or walk down a few roads.

After we all finished eating another one of Aprils mothers amazing dinners we hurry upstairs in excitement to get ready for the mission.

"Okay, so I talked to Jai today and told him that you still would like an apology because your still very upset. So he asked if he could come here to surprise you, just like I thought he would!" Esme fills us in.

"Great, good work Esme. Now Eleanor, take his and go get yourself dolled up." April says with a grin handing me her makeup bag.

I take it from her and head to the bathroom.

After coating my face with a thin layer of foundation and applying some gentle eye make up, I look around the small room. Memories come flooding back about my first time in here. With Beau. I wish he was here now, to help me relive it.

I look at my watch and it is nearly time to go. I walk out and into April's room leaving my thoughts of Beau behind.

"He just called, he is on his way." April declares and I begin to get nervous. "He asked us for some alone time with you so we'll tell him that we're running to the store for some milk or something."

"Wait, your going to leave me?" I heard Aprils parents leave after dinner and they're going to the shop. So i'll be all alone with Jai.

"No you silly goose, we're only telling him that. We'll be hiding downstairs somewhere. If you need us text us." Esme says calming my nerves slightly.

"Now, remember to act sad and surprised when he arrives." I nod. Acting disappointed to see him shouldn't be too hard.

"And all you have to do his kiss him, nothing more. Please don't feel like anyone's pressuring you in to anything."

"Honestly guys I don't. I trust me, kissing him is bad enough. Nothing else other than that will be going on tonight." I smile.

We all laugh and go over the plan again before there is a loud knock on the door.

The laughter stops and silence fills the room. April and esme put their thumbs up at me for the go signal and I do the same.

They both get up quickly an leave the room.

I'm suddenly nervous and go over the steps in my head. My fear is that something goes wrong, like I forget to do it. Or he doesn't kiss me. What if he tries to force me into doing something that I don't want to do?

The door opens to reveal a smartly dressed, grinning boy.

"Hey babe." He says walking towards me. I stand with a scowl and put on my best 'Why are you here? I hate you.' face.

He tries to pull me in for a hug but I dodge his touch, still not saying a word. He notices but doesn't act on my behaviour, he just turns to the girls standing by the door and nods.

"Guys we just ran out of milk, so we're going to go and fetch some." Esme says with a small smile towards Jai. He returns the gesture and swivels round to face me again.

"That's fine guys. I did want speak to Eleanor alone, anyways." They nod and leave the room.

I hear their plodding footsteps make their way downstairs and the front door slams.

Let the drama begin, now.

"I'm sorry." He blurts out. "I'm sorry okay? When I say those things I don't think about how much they hurt people and how they feel. I don't know why I do it, I really don't. I just do." He huffs and plonks himself onto the bed.

He's unlike him today. Something about the way he is speaking makes his apology seem genuine. I think he actually means it. He waits patiently for an answer from me but I don't know what to say.

"Look I didn't ask to be this much of a dick, but what can you do when you have a family like mine? Your brother is the best basketball player in school. He also runs the drama department like he's Johnny Dept. Your always foreshadowed no matter what you do or how hard you try. Even by your own twin! So what other choice do I have to be like this? I get attention this way. By being horrible to everyone I get respect, I get noticed." He confesses quickly and looks at the wall.

I join him on the bed. I wouldn't say that I feel sorry for him or that I know what he's going through, but I do understand. I understand why he is so bitter and mean to everyone. All he wants is attention, because he never gets its any other way. By acting out and being rude he gets seen and heard.

I look at him and he turns away as if he is almost, ashamed.

"I really am sorry Eleanor." He says again.

"I know, you are Jai." He turns to me and smiles whilst putting his hand on my thigh.

"Good, because I didn't come here to get all sappy." He says with a playful smile nudging me lightly.

I suddenly feel bad for about what is about to happen, but thinking back to what he said in the library and the way he insulted Beau pushes away my feelings.

"So what did you come here for?" I said pulling my legs up to cross them on the bed, avoiding more of his affection. I am slightly afraid of what his answer is going to be.

"Well I could thing of a few fun things." He says with a wink.

Theres the pedophilloic Jai, we know and don't love.

He runs his hand around my back to roughly hook his arms around me.

My legs automatically part as he forces his body in between them. I realise where this is headed and scurry back to the top of the bed placing my back against Aprils head board.

"Don't be afraid baby, all I wanted was a little kiss." He says moving closer. I know what has to be done. I know what has to happen, so I let him come nearer.

Before I know it his lips are firmly pressed against mine.

He sucks and kneads my lips with his and tightens his grip around my waist. Whilst rocking back and forth into my body.

I play along letting out soft moans that please him and make him smile into the kiss.

Decreasing the speed he strokes my bottom lip with his tongue pleading for entrance into my mouth. I grant his wishes and his tongue flies in, licking and massaging the roof of my mouth. This kiss is so intense, but it's missing something. That pleasant spark and energy that Beau and I shared. I mean the kiss is hot. Really, really hot. But even with him slowly grinding against my hips I feel nothing.

"Mmm." Jai says through his nose, still rocking his body against me.

"Say my name baby." He coos. I know I have to do it now or it'll be too late. I let a deep breath fall into the kiss before desperately moaning his name:

"Beau!"

Mission complete.

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