Only Saving Grace I Ever Had (Kellic)

Chapter Nineteen

*Flashback*
Craig dropped his key on the end table by the door.
"My mom is out of town" he said quietly as his voice was the only sound that filled the house.

I realized that his CD player was on, probably the whole time he was out.
Craig must have gotten a Blink 182 CD, he knows I love the band.

I followed Craig up the stairs and into my room where he shut the door behind me.

His room was always nice, he had Christmas lights hanging on the walls, and beanbag chairs in the floor.
Craig's room was an organized mess, as always.

I sat on Craig's bed, ignoring how the unmade bed looked.

Craig plopped down beside me.

"I had an amazing night" he laughed, winking at me.

I smiled back sweetly and nodded "I did too"

I'm so glad I accepted his offer to go on a date, I really like him, I really really enjoy his company and everything about him.

Before I could even stop smiling, Craig crashed his lips into mine, smiling into the kiss.
I kissed him back and tried to pull away, but the kiss lasted longer than I intended.
He kissed me harder than before, I kissed him back.

Does he want to make out?
I don't know how to do that!

Part of me was panicking, but the other part of me was just enjoying the way his lips felt against mine.

I felt Craig's tongue against my lips and I didn't know what to do, I lightly parted my lips and he put his tongue in my mouth.

Honestly, not a fan of tongue kissing.

I kissed him back though, and the kissing got more and more intense, he had his hands on my hip, and he moved it to my thigh.

What is he wanting to do?

I pulled away, trying to be gentle.
Craig looked at me offended, expecting.

"I don't want to do anything like that yet" I spoke nervously, making him look at me sweetly.

"It's okay, Vic" he spoke gently, kissing my cheek lightly "we can just make out" he laughed.

Before I knew it he was hungrily pulling me close to him again, kissing me hard. I felt unsure, but I went with it.

We kissed, and kissed, and kissed.

We kissed for a long time before his hands started making their way to the front of my jeans once again.

I pulled back and looked at him again "Craig, I'm not ready, you said we could just kiss" I said, getting a little uncomfortable.

"Relax" he said in a whisper against my lips, I started to stand up but he pulled me down on the bed.

Now I'm afraid.

I started to squirm to get up but every time I came close he pulled me back down.

In the background I faintly noticed that "All the small things" by Blink 182 was softly playing in the background, this song just came out this year.

"Craig, stop" I said firmly avoiding his kisses.
"Stop" I yelled this time but all he did was stand up and pin me to the bed by my wrists.

(Trigger warning, please if sexual assault of any form triggers you, stop reading. I will provide a less detailed explanation when the trigger warning is over)

"Get off of me" I yelled, louder than the last time. I was kicking Craig, trying to get out from under him but he kept kissing me.
"Craig, please" I cried as tears blurred my vision, the real fear set in.