Only Saving Grace I Ever Had (Kellic)

Chapter Twenty One

*Flashback*
"Excuse me, Mrs.Fuentes, is Vic here? Is he okay? He hasn't been at school in a few days"
I froze.
My heart started pounding and I became almost light headed at the sound of his voice.

"He's here, he's been sick, came down with some sort of stomach bug I assume" I heard my mothers soft, sweet voice speak in a tired tone.

No, Ma, please don't let him in.

I pleaded with her in my mind, but apparently she couldn't feel it through her mom instincts.

I heard Craig's shoes hit the hardwood floor, I could count the steps as he approached my door.

My breathing became so fast paced, frantic, I couldn't decide weather I wanted to hide or run.

Craig appeared at my door, peaking his head through the crack with a gentle smile.

I felt tears sting the corners of my eyes as he opened the door further.

"G-Get out" I said in a hushed tone, trying to just breathe.

Craig stepped in with a sympathetic look.

"Get out" I said in a tone more firm, he didn't budge or even change his expression.

"Are you okay?" He said gently, getting even closer to where I was sitting on my bed.

"Get the fuck out of my room, Craig" I said louder, standing up.

I was still sore on my back and below the waist.

"Are you having a panic attack?" He said sympathetically, not moving.

I felt tears run down my face as my chest heaved, I now had a throbbing headache. I could feel my entire body trembling as he tried to step closer to me.

He acts like he doesn't even know what he did.

Before I could even react, he pulled me close to him in a suffocating hug.

I resisted, pulling myself away from him but he was too strong.

"Shhhh" he cooed "it's okay"

"Get away" I cried "get away" I repeated again and again.
"You raped me" I said in a harsh tone.

Even saying it shut me down.

I haven't been able to eat or think of much at all for the past few days, I haven't been able to do much of anything.

"Vic, I'm sorry. I-I just love you" he spoke, sounding sad.

I pulled away, this time he let me.

"You love me?" I spat "you don't do that to someone you love, if you love someone you don't hurt them like that" I said between sobs.

I've taken eight showers in the past three days trying to cleanse myself from Craig and now I'm in the same situation.

I pinned myself to the wall, trying to make sure that if he tried to grab me, he couldn't.

Please, don't hurt me.

I couldn't stop crying, or panicking. Craig looked at me confused.

Confused about what?
He knows what it feels like to be violated, why would he do this to anyone else?

"I don't love you anymore, Craig"
*End of Flashback*
(Kellins POV)