Unfinished

Grand theft auto

When life is whipping your ass but you're having the best time ever.

2016

Me and Cleo had been not talking.. actually we ended our friendship completely, she planned on getting my name covered and all. Which is something I clearly was hurt over.. no one understood what I was going through emotionally and mentally, life was already beating me up and my bestfriend leaving me was the icing on top of my shit cake. How do you stop talking to someone that is basically your life? Someone who knows your heart and soul like the back of their hands? Shit how does someone walk away from a relationship everyone else thought was perfect ? I was going through the motions ..

Within the year of me releasing my book I had gained new friends on Facebook, and I became close with 95% of them. I just wanted to be someone to everyone.. you never know what people are going through, I wanted them to know SOMEONE cared about them, their existence, their happiness.. I wanted to be what I didn't have.. a lot of times people say they there but they aren't there how you actually need them to be. I wanted to be everyone's someone.

With that being said somewhere in the year I started being friends with A girl named Zyla, Zyla would share all my post and pictures and give nothing but support. One day randomly she wrote me and asked to see me, I didn't really know how to react to it cause it was like damn this is mad out of the blue.. but shit was was the worst that could happen? Boy if only I knew.

While Zyla was coming to see me I already had Jade another friend I met on Facebook at my house, jade was going through Nigga issues. Long story short she was fucking with someone one of my associates was fucking with too and she'd been arguing with the nigga the whole fucking weekend, blowing my mood. After a while I was tired of hearing about it so getting away with zyla would've been the perfect get away, Zyla pulled up with a candy red fucking hummer. I drooled looking at the shit ! She had agreed to take my mom somewhere and I started getting ready but the next thing I knew jade was getting ready too and was talking about popping up on fuck boy In ZYLA'S car .. like bitch not today.. my sis was not finna roll up to some ghetto ass projects in a big ass hummer so she could get dragged out. Off rip I was just not fucking with it .. no if ands or butts. All of a sudden you hear jade on the phone like " YEA NIGGA WATCH ME POP OUT IN THIS RED CAR AND FUCK YOU THE FUCK UP!! " Bitch if I had a wig on it would've slid off the way she was talking hot .. like sis you basically getting homegirls whole car lined up !

Next thing you know I come down stairs and Zyla and jade are gone and I'm like no these bitches didn't just fucking defy me ! No they didn't! Got my broken foot mom wondering where they went and shit, now I'm feeling insulted so I'm blowing bitches phones the fuck up and at this point I'm ready to fight both of them. Zyla calls me 15 minutes later frantic talking about how jade basically hijacked the car and headed to do her pop out and got out while the car was still rolling and fought her nigga, Zyla told me she drove off on her and shit I ain't blame her.

Zyla later told me how she was going through it with her grandma and how she kicked her out, so it really wasn't a big deal for her to stay with me. My mom was with it, she never even questioned the fact that this was the second girl staying at my house within 4 days. Me and Zyla went to Fordham, got her a couple outfits, and now she was gonna teach me how to drive but the way I learned was something I didn't expect. This bitch randomly said I had to drive while we in the middle of the street because she had to pee.. like literally hopped out the drivers side and told me to get in. Next thing you know I was parked in three spots next to petco so she could pee.

I convinced her to let me drive to edenwald to see my " best friend " Ky. Me and Ky had fucked around a few times over the years but our friendship out powered it even though on the low the whole situation made me emotional because I loved him more than I could express.

We all chilled for a few hours. Everything was cool, my sis finally hung out in the projects. She was feeling the vibe. We never expected for the next day to play out the way It did.

Zyla went to see her boyfriend and on her way back she couldn't find her car. It was completely missing. A big ass hummer couldn't up and walk away.. immediately I knew it had to be her grandmother, I managed to steal a card and swipe her a uber to my house. 40 fucking dollars. Now I was pissed and somebody had to fucking pay, so I told her straight up " we going to steal your car back " I was FUCKING livid. Like the thought of Zyla crying and hurt like that made me snap. I didn't care that I had just met her. and just like that we planned it out. We figured to have our bags packed bags because when we got the car we were headed straight for ATL. We had nothing to stay here for, and we were positive her grandma was gonna call the cops and we needed to be somewhere to cool down it was like a scene straight out of a movie. Literally we were about to be Thelma and Louise. She got dressed in all black and I did the same, we found a neighbor to drive us up there and straight like that we were on a GTA mission. Through dark ass roads we traveled all the way up to white plains with our hoodies down. Once my driver parked we hopped through the parking lot like thieves in the fucking night which we technically were. We looked up at her window and seen the light was still on but at this point there was no going back. Just like that we rolled out the parking lot heading to the city doing 80 planning a get away like we were real criminals or some shit!

I didn't really care to think about the consequences. At that point we were having way too much fun. It was all so simple .. running away from our problems felt like the best thing to do, I felt like I was living in a life time movie.. none of my actual problems mattered.. that whole week was the best fun I had in forever.