Unfinished

Double Take

I felt like I had potential to do shit that niggas do. Why not? Women usually do it better anyway.

2015-2016

You know how you constantly fail at love and you're like well damn, maybe it's you. Maybe you're the reason you aren't happy, maybe you need to change your type. So I did. I don't know how Mase came along, I don't really remember. He was totally different though. Nicest guy I had ever met. The first time I met him he cooked me breakfast. Anytime I was with him I wouldn't stop laughing, he was everything. I was like damn belle finally you got this shit right. You got life right. He'd give me money for my nails whenever I asked, he was just the sweetest thing. For some reason he would not make me his fucking girlfriend and I was over it. I dropped all my hoes for him and after awhile I was like oh shit I think it's time to pick them back up cause this man ain't boutta take you serious no time soon.

I was still fucking with nick, we were still fucking on and off and on one particular summer night I decided to see him, I was mad at him and hadn't given him any pussy the whole summer. I was being petty and would send him a nude here and there and make him lose his mind. So I felt like he finally deserved the pussy again, me and mase were no longer seriously talking because I was over waiting for him and felt like he really was playing with my feelings but on the SAME night, he wanted to see me too. I was like fuck it, ain't no way both of them are gonna show up .. bitch........ I was wrong.

I was at my sisters house and had the house to myself for the whole night so I had made sure I was gonna have plans. Whether it was mase or nick, somebody was catching the pussy tonight. They both promised they were coming but I didn't know if I could really count on mase, I knew he was a heavy drinker and he'd probably be on his face by the end of the night.

I was already dressed and prepared and nick said he was in a cab on his way and I was like this is it. It's littttttt bitch !!! He came over and we caught up on everything, and then seconds later he was catching this pussy as he fucking should. Then .. my phone started fucking ringing and it wouldn't stop, it was Mase!! Telling me he was gonna be on his way within the next half and hour, my fucking heart dropped to my pussy. I didn't know what to do but say okay. Now I had to get rid of nick and figure out what I was about to do ! After another round nick was leaving my house, and I was on the phone with my friend Lai, and Lai was with the fucking antics. " Bitch, you can do this. Just get in the shower, you'll be fine. Fuck it " whole time .. sis was a virgin. It's always the virgin FRIENDS convincing you to be a whore. Yolo tho. As Mase was telling me he was heading to my building.. I found nicks fucking keys !!!!! Bitch! I was devastated. I couldn't even do this correctly. How could I let this nigga forget his fucking keys!!! I had to call him back to get his keys without bumping into Mase. Being a ho was too much, I was ready to refuckingtire. I was done ok? I ran downstairs to hand nick his keys and mase was fucking turning the corner to my building. Bro I ran my fat Ass back to my building and got upstairs and snatched my clothes off so fast, so I could look like I was just waiting for him the whole time. I was out of breath breathing mad hard like a hibernating grizzly bear and shit.

Mase finally reached my door and I answered all cool calm and collected like I wasn't getting fucked 20 minutes prior. He was drunk as shit and immediately I was turned off. Something about being around drunk people while I was sober blew the SHIT out of my day. I wanted to turn him around and send him home but didn't wanna be too petty. As soon as he got in he was talking a bunch of nonsense about how we didn't work out and at this point I really needed him to leave. Like it was no reason for him being here, then all of a sudden he was eating my pussy like he was Jesus and it was the last supper. I couldn't believe it, I thought we were gonna have amazing sex. We had never had sex before even though we had been talking for a year, then from my pussy he started sucking on my asshole and I was like oh shit it just got real in this bitch. In my head I was thinking about that meme that be like " when he eats your ass does he taste all the shit he put you through ", I was wondering that at that very moment. I was holding in my fart so bad. I was trying to escape his grasp and he wouldn't let up. Like NIGGA PLEASE LET ME GO BEFORE I FART IN YOUR MOUTH WHAT THE FUCK. I couldn't say that to him so I had no choice but to let my fart go calmly. Little by little I was easing my fart into his mouth & I was so surprised he didn't feel it or taste it. I think him being drunk had him on some super shit. He ate my ass and pussy for had to be like 2 hours and refused to give me dick .. I eventually just pulled his shit out his pants cause I needed to understand what fuck was going on .. sis ...nigga must of left his dick at home because idk what that was. I was so happy I didn't give him pussy but I was getting beyond tired of him eating mine. In the middle of him eating my pussy for the 8th time this nigga STARTED TO THROW UP ! bitchhhhh I was so mad at this Nigga. After he came back from the bathroom I never looked at him the same. When he finally went home we hardly spoke. I think he was embarrassed and shit I was embarrassed for him. I had lost respect for him.