Unfinished

Revelation

Sometimes in the middle of doing something.. You have these " what the fuck am l doing " moments.

2015

Back in 2014, Cleo had introduced me to this boy named Chase, he was cocky and he was Jamaican, I later found out he had every reason to be. Sis dick was a legit baby leg, had me ready to buy him a whole sweat suit for Christmas. I woulda blew a whole check on him.

Chase eventually moved and I started talking to his friend. Shit if I could fuck with brothers.. What difference did friends really make? Ain't my friendship, ain't my problem. * Kanye Shrug * , his friend Raijon was definitely cuter, he was also way shorter. Like I don't think bro even reached 5'7.. That made me think he was holding, because usually when a nigga short he be having a snake, I fake flirted with Rai for like a year or so.. Never really took him serious, but as y'all should know by now, I randomly decide to do stupid shit and let my pussy put me in bad predicaments.

One day I was at my sister Ji house in new ro, it was getting late and I was getting bored. So Raijon asked me to come over and I was like aight bet, I figured out how to pop an uber ( they still won't let me get an account now 😩) , so I have the über driver park down the block from his house, and i guess for my own enjoyment I watched him sit there as he wondered why the payment wasn't going through, once he peeped game and tried to open his drivers door, I hit usain on his ass ! Shlaaaaayderrrrrr.

Raijon finally came outside, I walked up into his room and immediately got mad cause this nigga still had plastic on his bed, and I hated that shit. I feel like cause I'm big every time I move the plastic gets petty and wanna be extra loud, like why was his bed testinnnnn me ??? I chilled there, and he started rubbing my butt, at this point in life it was the same story with every fucking nigga. They'd all try and rub your butt and that shit wouldn't even last for a full 5 minutes before they got hands in your pussy..
I was ready for dick at this point. 9 times out of 10 when a girl comes see you she knows before she gets there if she's giving up the pussy, and me ? I knew. I was hot and ready. Everything was going fine till he pulled out a dick missing in inches just like his motherfucking height. I don't know if I sucked my teeth out loud or in my head at that point but I was so fucking tideeeee of these little DICK bandits !!! Like please lord God not again !!!!

Sometimes it's too late to go backwards. Actually it's never too late .. I was just dayroom as fuck. So there I was, there I laid, catching another small dick body that couldn't be replaced.. and as I laid there regretting my life and my thirstyness my revelation hit me like a ton of fucking bricks. BITCH YOU DON'T NEED THIS SHIT !!!! Like you do not have to settle for an inadequate nigga or any type of level ! You can say no ! You can walk away! What the fuck sis !

It was at that point when I decided to make some changes.