Emily Swan✨Twilight ✨Jasper Hale

Chapter 20

Emily's PoV

Memories, that's all I could see. They were passing me by. 

From when I first met Alice, becoming best friends with her and Rosalie. 

Meeting her family and meeting Jasper for the first time, talking to him, feeling a pull towards him that I had never felt about anyone. 

I remember when he first touched my hand, the sparks flying through my body, making me feel alive. 

When Alice and Rosalie took me to that beautiful meadow, where the boys were waiting for us, where they told me their biggest secret. It was when they told me that they were vampires. I remember looking at them shocked and surprised, but I wasn't afraid, I never have been. They had become part of my family, and I loved them all the same.

I remember the first time me and Jasper kissed, it was after he had told me that we were soul mates. Fireworks exploded between us, it was so magical. 

I remember sitting with them eating my dinner, meeting Esme and Carlisle. 

I remember spending the next day with them swimming at the waterfall they took me to. That was one of the best days of my life.

The day Bella found out about vampires, was the day that we became even closer than we were before. 

The day me and Bella went to the Cullen's for the day, so Bella could meet everyone. The day dad found out about our dates. 

The day we were playing baseball with the Cullen's, hitting a ball at vampire speed and feeling the adrenaline pumping through me. 

The pain I felt when James hunted my sister, when I had to leave Jasper behind and when Bella went to face James.

All these memories passed before my eyes showing me how amazing my life had become, and how truly dangerous it could be. But I wouldn't change it for the world.

I'll admit, I never really gave much thought on how I would die, especially when Jasper attacked me in the ballet studio. 

I remember feeling the pain erupt through my head when Jasper slammed me into the mirror, I remember feeling shocked and surprised. I remember pushing him away into a mirror. 

The last thing I remembered was the look on Jasper's face. Guilt.

"Death is peaceful, easy. Life is harder." 

Those were the words that raced through my head.

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I began to stir from my sleep, I opened my eyes, to a blinding light. Was I dead? No I couldn't be. I begin to sit up slightly, only to wince in pain. I grabbed my head and felt a bandage on it. I was confused. What happened? Where am I?

I look up at the people who were in my room that I wasn't aware of until now. My vision was blurry and I couldn't figure out who they were. I blinked several times, before my vision sharpened and I could see who was here. 

It was the Cullen's, all of them except Edward, he must be with Bella. I turned to look around and saw that I was connected to a heart machine, along with a load of wires and tubes connected to my hand. Ugh great, I bloody hate hospitals.