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Walk the catwalk

Harry left early that morning, before cal could talk to him. This was such a bad time.

Harry's POV.
I've been stressed out all week. Callux asked me if I wanted to walk in a fashion show. A company had seen my pictures and asked if I could take part. My first answer was yes, obviously. But the more I thought about it, the worse I felt. It would be a large group of strangers, looking at me. Well not me, my clothes, but the clothes were on my body. What if I tripped and fell?? Nobody would ever hire me again. EVER.

So, my weekend wasn't the best, I was in a bad place with Cal and yet I still went. Callux asked me whether I was OK but I put on a smile and politely replied. If my boss knew, it might make it awkward. He likes Cal and if he sided with him, I might get fired. Then I would have no money. Then I would have to move and I no, don't say that.

I came home that day not wanting to talk and I went straight to my apartment ignoring all calls to my phone. Then I just sat and cried. My boyfriend was a gambler and a smoker and I was using money from a job I didn't even earn to pay my rent. I lived in a block full of celebrities everywhere I go, monitored by press. oh yeah, I forgot to close the curtains.

So that night I sat and ate pizza and watched sad movies. I know it sounds lame but I'm lame so its OK. And Cal called me to many times to count, he did knock on my door once as well. I just ignored him. I know it may sound feeble but I don't know whether I still want to be with him. Would he influence me? Would I become like him? I know I didn't want to, that's for sure.

Soon I was laying in bed debating life. Weird I know.

That's when I decided, maybe we should take a break, I think I'm just not ready for this life. So I picked up my phone.

Hazza// we should talk

And my decision was set in stone when as I was crying, soft moans were coming from the other side of the wall.

An.
Ooh drama 😂
So I have a couple chapters left, hopefully they won't be so sad but my mood influences me so you never know :)