Don't be Chicken (on hold)

Thirty; Dirty talk

"Yes, I'm for real"

For some reason I couldn't believe that what he was saying was real. It made me feel whole and passionate, and I couldn't hold in the deep breath I was holding.

"Karman" Noah said in his deep, but super attractive voice.

"Yeah?" I said calmly, but inside I was freaking. I was absolutely going crazy thinking about the future life had for us.

"Why so quiet?" Noah asked while reaching his soft, warm hand up to my cheek. Instead of answering him I leaned over and planted a soft kiss on his lips. He seemed really eager and started deepening the kiss more and more until his hand held my back so I was pressed firmly against him. I pulled away and rested my hand to his cheek while pulling a blanket up around us.

"How long has Dusty been trying to get with you?" I asked with a sly grin while nudging his firm chest. Cough cough, Abs.

"Ever since I got here. You know, one time she ...." He seemed to regret his next sentence so he stopped abruptly "never mind" Noah said a cough. My grin turned from a smile to a frown really quickly.

"Tell me" I insisted.

"It's kind of embarrassing.." Noah stated.

"Just tell me. Please?" I insisted. I knew I was using my power against him when I leaned a little closer to him, causing a sharp moan to escape his soft lips.

"Jesus Christ Karman. Don't do that to me." Noah said with a soft but powerful tone.

"What?" I asked.

"Oh shut up. You know what I mean" Noah remarked. His muscles tensed and flexed when I moved my hand up and down his torso. He grinned with silence until I stopped.

"Just tell me" I said.

"Oh, so now you're going to be one of those annoying girlfriends that wants to know ever aspect of my past life?" Noah remarked with a sassy, yet jokingly tone.

"Yes, now tell me" I said while playfully shaking his shoulders. He chuckled.

"Okay okay okay." Noah started. "I just moved here, she was stalking me and she just somehow happened to see me naked one evening when I was changing in my room above the barn. I saw her out my window and life was super awkward after that. Ugh sometimes I still think about that day when we're sitting at the dinner table and she just looks at me all weirdly." Noah gave a face of pure disgust and let out a soft laugh, but for some reason I didn't really find that story amusing.

"Oh well at least she didn't see your penis. That would be SUPER awkward" I said lightheartedly. I let out a silent laugh until I realized he wasn't following my lead.

"That's exactly what she saw Karman" Noah said with teeth gritted. I frowned.

Maybe it was 3 years ago, but still. SHE SAW HIS DICK?!?

"What the fuck?! Did you not close your window? What were you even doing, jacking off?" I questioned loudly. Okay, honestly I wasn't even mad. I was just dumbfounded, like how did this even happen?

"Goodness gracious, that's the first time I've ever heard you cuss. Are you really even that mad?" Noah questioned with a soft eyes. I noticed he avoided the question about what he was doing. I let it slide.

"She's seen your dick before and I haven't. That's not okay" I said with a roll of my eyes.

"We did go skinny dipping that one time. Remember? Didn't you see it then?" He questioned. This whole time I was wondering if he was getting hard. I decided not to look.