Crushed

Chapter 30

Chapter 30 - Special

Tick tock. Tick tock. Tick tock. I pressed play. Soldier blasted through my earphones. Thump thump thump. I danced to the beat. My body moving to it's disagreement. My thoughts washing, tumbling, whirling. It's been so long.

Staaaay. Staaaay.

Stay with me a little longer.

Stay. Stay.

Don't you wanna be my soldier.

Wooooaaah. Oh oh oh.

Logan. Logan. Logan. My voice murmured.

Skandar. Skandar. Skandar. My heart yearned.

Thump thump. Sweat glistened off me. My arms stung.

I knew all along. I pushed my body off that thought. I love Logan, but not as much as I could've ever loved Skandar. I thrusted my head off that. The beat of the music churned around me. I was wrong. I struck the ground. The song ended. I panted. And now Skandar's unconscious. It's all my fault. Grabbing my bag, I ran out the room to the light.

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I was wandering around. Slow, steady steps. I looked up. I'd ended up at the hospital. The one Skandar was in. Joy. My feet tapped against the cold marble floor. I don't get that. The door creaked open just as I touched the handle. I peeked my head around the slightly open door. I slid in. I crouched beside him.

Please wake up. Please. Please. I need you Skandar. Please wake up. Please. My voice didn't work. I rested my head on his arm. And let the tears loose.

"Please." I croaked. This looks so cliché at the moment, but I don't really give anything. I just want him back. The floor thumped. I looked up.

"Sorry." Whispered Logan.

"I haven't seen you in a while." I stood up and tiptoed over, giving him a hug and a kiss. He accepted the hug but turned away at the kiss.

"What's wrong?" I asked, clinging onto him for support.

He sighed, "It's just that, it doesn't feel right with my best mate on the hospital bed while you're kissing me."

"You're right, it doesn't." I loosened my grip.

"Georgie, I love you, but loving you, as cliché as it sounds, sometimes means giving you happiness, even if it means I won't be."

"What do you mean."

"We both well know what I mean." He pressed a kiss to my cheek. "You belong with Skandar, Georgie. I can see it in both of your eyes. He was willing to sacrifice himself for you, I can't compete with that, as funny as it is. Go. Be free my angel." He pressed a kiss to my forehead.

"Really?"

"I came here to say goodbye."

"Why?"

"The filming's over. I'm going home."

"No."

"I'll be back for the premiere, and of course before that for your birthday."

"Promise?"

"Promise." He glanced over to Skandar. "Let's just see if he can keep his."

"What?"

"Skandar promised me that he'd take care of you."

"Thanks dad." She murmured sarcastically,cracking a smile.

"Love you too."

"Of course I can keep a promise. I've been for the past 10 years." Croaked a voice.

"That voice." And it struck me. "Skandar!" I cried, running to his side. He chuckled and arched up.

"Hey G." He teased.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"Well, I'm up?" He chuckled. I punched him lightly. "Ow." He stretched the vowel.

"You're okay." Smiled Logan.

"I sure am." Skandar returned the smile.

"You keep that promise or else." Logan tried to threaten.

"Of course." Chuckled Skandar.

"YOU'RE OKAAAAAAAAAY!!" I screamed, receiving a shush and a light chuckle from a passing nurse.

"By the way. What happened to Nina, Gerran and Eleanor." Asked Skandar.

"Oh yeah. What did?" I asked.

"They're fine. But Nina and Eleanor have been put off with a warning." Replied Logan. "We gotta go, Georgie." He stated, looking out the window. "Visiting hours are over."

"Kay." I smiled. "Get the hell out of the hospital okay?" I cried to Skandar and he blew a kiss to me.

Everything will be okay. Thank god.

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IM SORRY. IM SORRY. IM SO SORRY. DONT KILL ME. ? I know this update is waaaaaaaaaay overdueeeee. Sorry .-.

I was really busy. But now it's the hols so I'll try updating daily, with an exception to Christmas.

SORRY GUYSSSSSS. :/

Do you want a double update?

P.s help me out. Tell me if I should continue PROJECT MYSTIKÓS?

~staraniseblue XD