It's 2am and I can't get to sleep, all I can think about it Jakob. Short while later I hear my window sliding open, I quickly reach for my shoe that is next to my bed. Yeah good thinking Chelsea, a shoe to protect you. Whoever it was is now in my room and walking towards the end of my bed, before they could reach me I jerk up and throw the shoe, and with my extremely bad aim it was nowhere near the person.
"Really?" I hear a deep voice merge from the darkness, I switch on my light a see Jakob standing at the end of my bed with perfectly messy hair and sleep deprived eyes
"Holy shit Jakob! You scared the bloody hell out of me! Why would you do that! I could've hurt you" I say a little bit angry yet still scared
"Hurt me... with a shoe and your terrible aim? Yeah I could've died" he jokes
"It's not even funny" I say giggling, he smiles and sits next to me on my bed
"I told you not to come" I look to the floor
"I couldn't stay away" he says without taking his eyes off me, I didn't say anything I just continued to look at the floor because I was afraid if I looked into his eyes, i would fall into his trap.
"Chelsea, liking Jenny was a massive mistake and I know it hurt you, I could see the pain in your eyes" he says sincerely
"Thought you would've been too busy with Jenny to notice" I scoff back
"Nothing happened between us, I promise on my life. I noticed that Jenny is nothing like the girl I actually love. You see the girl I love is caring, beautiful, when I see her my heart goes double time, she's my perfect 10 (see what I did there?)" he goes on
"Save it Jakob, if you know that you liking Jenny would hurt me then why would you tell me about the girl you love?" I question getting upset
"Well you see, because the girl I love... is you" I look at him in surprise
"If this is a joke, it isn't funny" I say standing up with my arms crossed
"And why would I joke about this?" He stands up infront of me which causes me to look up since he is slightly taller than me
"Because Jenny is beautiful, smart, funny and she has the voice of an angel when she sings and I'm just plain old me with no talent, no beauty and no smarts" I say as a tear roles down my cheek
"But you have the voice of an angel just when you talk, you are incredibly beautiful, in fact you are the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on, and you do have smarts, if you didn't you wouldn't be getting 90% on every math test. I love you for who you are, not for what you wish to be, you see you try to fix all your flaws, but your flaws are what make you beautiful. And don't get me started on your smile, God when you smile it's like time stops ticking and everything is in slow motion. When I'm with you or near you Chelsea, I feel invincible, I feel warm, I feel like I belong" he softly lifts my chin up with his fingers so we are looking into each other's eyes
"God I hate you" I say through gritting teeth, he just smiles and says
"I love you too"
He slowly pulls my head towards his and stops when we are touching foreheads, I can feel his warm breathe brushing past my skin, all i can think about is his soft lips, his beautiful soft lips. He breaks the distance between us by pressing his lips against mine, he starts off slowly but builds up the intensity as he slowly pushes me back onto the bed. He is on top and I try to fight for dominance but he wins. He continues kissing down my neck and then onto my chest. I try to hold back my moans but I can't fight them back. He brings it back up to my mouth and roughens the kiss by adding a bit of tongue as I gently brush through his hair with my fingers. We both pull away because we are out of breathe, he looks deep into my eyes, I look away and smile but he pulls my face back gently so we are locking eyes again.
"God you are so beautiful" he says as he kisses my forehead and lays down decide me. He grabs me by the waist and pull me closer to his body so there is no distance between us, I can feel his strong muscular arms wrap around me and I feel safe.
We both doze off, I have never been more happier than this moment right now.
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Loving Jakob Delgado // fan fiction
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