Ok so I was watching the new PointlessBlogVlogs (Alfie Deyes), and this was a quote (He doesn't know who said it) that he found. A year from now, you will wish you had started today. This is such a powerful quote. A year from now. I'll be 14, one year closer to death (Dan would say). It's just weird to think how different my life will be in another year. I have so many things I want to do know but I'm scared to say or do or learn. It's scary. Example:
I want to start ukulele lessons, but because of social anxiety and things like that (being scared of people, of talking to people ect.) I don't want to do it. I'm scared of the teachers talking to me too much, I'm scared of doing it all wrong, of being a failure. So instead of doing it, I'm putting it off.
There has also been something extreme bothering me, and it still is. But today (14/11/16), I spoke out about it. I'm so glad we spoke about it, because now, something is going to happen about it. People are going to be told, and hopefully something will change and the thing will stop. Hopefully. But then if it doesn't work, I feel like it's going to get worse. I'm scared.
But, on the flip side of this quote, you could do something now, and regret it so much in a year. On the subject of what happened today. We could regret telling them about it in a year. We could think that we should have told later. I'm actually so, so scared. In a year, we could regret what happened today. Or tomorrow.
I'm actually so terrified. Everything could be different. But barely anything could change, and that might not be the best thing. I guess with this quote, I (and whoever reading this), you just have to be positive.
Be positive. Make the right choices that you won't regret. Love yourself. And for the best person in the world, you are NOT selfish, about anything. You care so much about other people, sometimes too much. I love you!!
So yeah, vote comment, whatever ya want. Sorry about how short, still working on a new story. BYEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
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RandomThese are basically just questions or topics that I overhear or comes to mind and I get lost in thought with... Some might be a bit sad but I'll say at the beginning of the chapters.
