Just Random Stuff

Stars

Stars. One of the main things that help me to calm down, and think about things.

I have glow in the dark stars that are all over my ceiling in my room. And ever night, for about 20 minutes, I will just stare up at them, and let worries, or concerns travel up to the stars and help me relax. I'm fucking weird I know.

Something about them though, is just so relaxing. Especially sitting on my windowsill and looking up at the real ones, in the real sky. Problem with this though, is that there is a bright lamp-post right outside my window, which makes the stars less erected because they aren't as bright.

A little memory I have with stars for y'all.
When I was a couple years younger, so were 10/11, my sister and I had this tent that my uncle let us borrow. It was a really clear night, and we both sat just outside the tent. We were wrapped up in loads of blankets, and hot chocolate in a flask. I remember saying to my sister; "Isn't the sky just so relaxing?" She was so confused and like what the fuck is my sister on about. I them proceeded to explain to her why it's like this to me. I said something like, "I don't know, Kay. It jut helps me to relax and feel free. Like a bird. I feel like I can go anywhere when I think about the stars."

Like yeah, yeah. Stars are burning planets that will eventually stop burning and they will all just seem to disappear. I. Don't. Fucking. Care. They are so, so amazing. They will always be one of the main ways to calm me down.

Even thought I have a massive love of stars, I have no idea about the different constellations, or astrology things. I should probably learn a couple. Maybe.

(The picture has a galaxy pillow in, and a galaxy is made of stars so...)

Sorry for my freakishly short rants but ya know, I'm kinda busy. Also IT'S ONLY A MONTH AND A DAY TIL CHRISTMAS!! What are you gunna get for the big C?
Sorry for my weirdness, anyway. Byeeeeeee!