Why? Why? Why?
I've actually had enough of people like this. Saying homophobic shit to me, and others. I just don't get you, like why do you have to hate people for being themselves. When we're younger, we're told to be ourselves. Then the second we build up enough confidence to do so, you shoot us down with the homophobic slurs and hate.Basically, in case you're not in any of my classes, I got called a homophobic word multiple times, and it really got to me. I hate feeling so weak and pathetic, that a 3/6 letter word effects me so me. Something I got told today, is that I'm not that, but a human. I nodded. I don't really like to cause drama, don't like the attention. I know I'm a human, but I feel like I'm not really a human. I am one, and I'm sorry. But I feel like I am. I can't help it. Sorry. I know, gay people aren't that. They're. Fucking. Humans. Just because we like the same gender, or both gender, doesn't make us not humans. Doesn't really build up my argument that I feel like I'm a not a human. But I'm not one of them.
I got some help today. By two people. One of them, is one of the best fucking people I've ever met. And the other is someone that works at my school. The latter, was saying boys only properly grow up latter in life then girls, so they think childish things are funny, and somehow so is making people upset/sad. Both of these people said that I'm not that word, but a human, sorry but I shrill don't believe you.
I also spoke to Child Line. For obvious privacy reasons I'm not going to show anyone the conversation, but they helped me. Its what, my 5th time talking to them; they're just such helpful people. Thanks.
Over the past week, I've been called it quite a lot. I'm not going to list them all, but the cherry on top of the whole week was people calling me it multiple times walking home.
AN: What do you think about homosexual people? Btw, if you're homophobic, please just fuck off. I don't have any time for you and your bullshit. I've got enough as it is. Also I went to Liverpool today AND I HEARD A BUNCH OF GIRLS BEHIND ME SAYING ABOUT DAN THE DINOSAUR AND PHIL THE LION AND I FREAKED OUT. I WAS LIKE OMG HI. They were so sweet though. I saw Senpai today. My Senpai is Shrek, if you didn't know. Dan and Phil are my dads, sons and senpais. As well as one of the reasons I'm still here. LETS NOT GET DEPRESSING!
Like, comment your opinion whatever. Idk about this bs. Bye!!
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AcakThese are basically just questions or topics that I overhear or comes to mind and I get lost in thought with... Some might be a bit sad but I'll say at the beginning of the chapters.