1. Sexual Orientation/Gender:
GAYYYYY AF/FtM
2. What I'm really bad at:
Literally everything, especially being social and talking.
3. The one person who's arms I'd like to be in:
I have no friends so no-one rn.
4. My best first date:
I've never been on a date...
5. A description of my self-esteem:
Non-existent.
6. Who my best friends are:
Bella, Fish, and that's literally it...
7. My favourite book/s:
Of All The Bright Places, dapgo, tabinof, If I Was Your Girl. (And any other Pony Club Secrets (childhood books)).
8. Biggest Turn-Offs:
I mean... I wouldn't know, if I had to say something it would be people saying that Dan tops. #PhilTop2k17
9. A description of my best friends:
Amazing, super helpful bean, can talk about anything, and say stuff that I don't like saying to anyone else. Fish... well, she's just a Fish tbh.
10. My favourite animal:
Am I really boring if I say dog? If so, horses, bears, and otters are my favourites.
11. Someone I miss:
My dog, Poppy (my little baby)
12. The reason behind my last break up:
I told the school that she was self-harming, when she said she could "deal with it" (she was lying).
13. What I did yesterday:
Went to school, panicked, cried, talked to my bean and cuddled my dogs.
14. What my greatest achievements are:
Getting twitter responses from Joe, RobertIDK, Chase Ross and Mark Ferris. Literally, that's so sad.
15. A description of the person I dislike the most:
Does myself count?
16. My favourite songs right now:
The new All Time Low album, Troye Sivan (There For You), Brand New (Jesus Christ) and Tonight Alive (Little Lion Man)(Thanks bean for Little Lion Man (at least I think you told me to listen to it)).
17. How my last kiss went down:
Hahahaha I've never been fucking kissed.
18. What I find attractive in my preferred gender:
Most things, voice, cheekbones, (dicc), eyes, list goes on...
19. All the pets I've ever had:
(This is gunna be a long one)
Poppy and Ellie (dogs) Then Josie, Cookie and Suki
Moses (cat)
Like 30 chickens
Like 50 Fish
3 rabbits (Plus babies)
Budgies
Dexter (Bearded Water Dragon)
20. Favourite flavour of ice-cream:
Ben and Jerry's Cookie Dough or Vanilla.
21. The one place I want to be right now:
6 feet under the ground. Or in Somerset/Dorset.
22. The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me:
That I'm a f*g and that I should kill myself (I nearly fucking did as well).
23. Where I have lived before:
Literally where I am right now, North-West of England.
24. I'll love you if...
You like the same YouTubers, same music, I can talk about anything with you, and if you're funny and weird.
25. What are my future plans?
I really want to live in New Brighton, or Somerset. I would love to be working in a dogs home, like Battersea, or working as a Dog Rescuer. That has to be my dream job. Or working with horses.
26. An internal conflict I have with myself:
That no-one loves me, likes me, and everyone wishes that I was dead.
27. What am I doing tomorrow:
Going to school, going to group afterwards then coming home, probably crying and looking after the doggos and pupper.
28. What I want to be when I get older:
A Dog Rescuer, working at a Dog Shelter, or working with horses on a farm.
29. Most embarrassing moment:
There's too many to choose from...
30. Two of my insecurities:
My body is shaped like a woman's.
That my parents won't want me when I come out.
31. What I would do if I won the lottey:
Get horse-riding lessons again, buy a binder, and do binder giveaways to help other ftm trans.
32. A description of the boy I like:
Dark brown, curly hair, brown eyes, giant hands, adorable face, chapped lips, soft af.
33. What I love the most about myself:
That I am sarcastic af.
34. My biggest pet peeves:
Switches being on when nothing is plugged in. Only getting to watch half of anything. Fish. Things scraping on things (knives on plates, nails on a chalkboard ect.)
35. What artists I've seen live:
JLS (Quite a few times)
Olly Murs (Quite a few times)
5 Seconds of Summer (Once)
I was meant to see Marianas Trench but I had a really bad foot so mum didn't let me.
If All Time Low do a tour I really wanna go to that.
36. How many kids I want in the future:
2.
37. My idea of a perfect date:
Picnic, walking in like a woods, watching films, cuddling.
38. What I'm really good at:
Typing fast. Reading quickly. Learning song lyrics. Baking.
39. Where I would like to live:
Somerset, Dorset or New Brighton.
40. The nicest thing anyone's ever said to me:
That I'm amazing, funny, and deserve to be happy with life.
41. Do I like where I am right now:
Nope, I fucking hate it.
42. What I can hear right now:
Harry Potter (number one) and the floor making noises.
43. My relationship with my sibling:
We get on quite well, but we argue a bit. We're mainly close though.
44. My biggest worry currently:
My group session, or that my parents are never gunna accept me.
45. Top ten YouTubers:
In no order:
Dani Snot Fire
AmazingPhil
RobertIDK
Uppercasechase1
DerbyDweeb
MyNamesChai
illmakeuhowell
Snarled
Kovu is a unicorn
PointlessBlogVlogs
r
YOU ARE READING
Just Random Stuff
RandomThese are basically just questions or topics that I overhear or comes to mind and I get lost in thought with... Some might be a bit sad but I'll say at the beginning of the chapters.
