Strong my darling - Niall Horan

- 6 -

~~~~~~ Maeve pov. ~~~~~~~

" yes " I said smiling , wow this is what it feels like to be cared for or even noticed

I kind of feel well happy

There was knock at the door . I took my eyes off Niall once I saw Ronnie and Louis open the door

" it's been over 15 min ! What were you doing ? I hope you used protection !! " Louis shouted

After the last one I hear multiple laughs I just blushed and looked down

"Can we tell them ? " Niall wispered in my ear and made my how body have butterflies

I just nodded

" um well Maeve and I are dating" he smiled making me smile

" omg yay we all knew this was gunna happen!! " I heard multiple ' yays'

" ok let's get back to the game " Paige cheered ! As we all sat back down I saw Niall looking at my cuts that are showing . I felt like he was judging me , I started to get watery eyes

As I pulled up my sleeve a tear fell on the sweatshirt he tried to comfort me but I just slowly got up and walk to the bathroom

" we're you going Maeve ??" Zayn asked worried

I didn't look at them just said

" I have t-to go to the bathroom " I questioned . I neared a few mumbles like ' is she ok ?' Or ' should we check on her'

I just ignored them and walked into the bathroom looking the door and crying i couldn't control myself I just wanted to end it all . Right here and now ' I looked around for pills . I couldn't seem to find any .....

Ah ha found Advil

After counting all of them , there was 68 pills in it. That should be good but I have to right a note to everyone

To : everyone

I'm sincerely sorry for putting you through you this and for putting you guys in my fucked up life . I don't want to make it long and wast your time , cause who would like to wast time on a fat, ugly, loser , cutter , etc. no one , ok well I don't need anyone to say sorry to my family because none of them care for me ( Paige and Ronnie I'm so sorry but I couldn't handle myself anymore and please the boys what I mean ) so guess this is goodbye and I love you all❤

- love

Maeve

I left the paper on the counter

And started to take the pills one by one thinking of I'm doing

......................

I have 36 down and I'm starting to get dizzy and I'm seeing grey spots

"""""""" Niall pov. """""""""

"I'll go check on her " I said running the door

I knocked on the door , no answer

" Maeve ??!?" I yelled getting worried

I couldn't take it.

I new something was wrong

I knocked down the door to see the most depressing picture of my life , I could take it I started bawling and screaming

" Maeve please !??!" Wake up baby !!" I yelled

" someone call 911 !!" I yelled

I checked her pulse , she has one but its not strong

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