Strong my darling - Niall Horan

- 10 -

Haha so this is chapter ten ( my fav number ❤️❤️❤️❤️😊)

Anyway if you have any ideas give me some

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Maeve's pov *

I woke up in Niall's bed but where was he ?

I get out of bed and see a note on the table . I grab it . It's addressed to me so why not !

Dear Princess,

I woke up before you , I didn't want to wake you so I am down stairs . When you get this come down. Xx niall

Awwww he called me princess !!!

I was gunna go down but I grabbed a sweatshirt for my cuts.

I grabbed a random black one saying ' crazy mofos' I laughed at it and headed down to see every on eating ...... I think I might go back up stairs

" Good morning Maeve " Liam said

"Morning ..... I'm gunna uhhh I uhhh I'm gunna go do something " I went back up the stairs

"Wait don't leave come eat " niall said coming over and pulling me to the table

"Want something to eat ??" Louis asked

" Nah I think I'm going to take a shower ..... But thanks " I got up and walked up stairs then I locked the door I started crying

Why?

I don't really know but I just feel like I'm worthless
And I'm scared
I just not good enough for him

I take off all my clothes and I look in the mirror seeing an ugly , fat and worthless girl existing in the world.

I grabbed my razor and sat down on the floor against the bath tub and I looked at my wrist and put the blade on my left and thought of all of what the haters and paps said about me.

I pull it across my skin and I feel so much relief . I did it about ten on each arm and legs

I then hear some one in the room , please don't knock I didn't realize I was hysterically crying

"Maeve are you in there ??" Niall asked

" Yea I'm just about t-to hop in the shower " I said holding back my tears

"Ok ... If you need anything I will be out here " he was a little shaky

I turned on the water and got in . Still had the blade in my hand and cute like six on my waist and stomach.

That should be enough for now . I shaved and washed myself even though it stings I still had too.

I got out and dried off and put some sweats and a sweatshirt on and then cleaned the mess I made before . I walked out to see Niall looking down a bit sad .

"What's wrong Niall ???" I asked while sitting next to him

" Let me see your arms ....." He whispered

" W-why ??? ... No " I said getting up and backing up and he stood up and walked over to me .

" Let me see " he started

" No- no stop " I said

" JUST LET ME SEE!!!!" he yelled

I just flinched , he say the fear in my eyes and he sat down . I went and sat next to him

"Maeve can you just answer this one question " I nodded

" Did you ... " He asked and I nodded