Strong my darling - Niall Horan

- 41 - all fun and games until tears form-

- 41 -

• M A E V E •

It's now around 8 and we were all watching movies and I was cuddled up to Niall . We were watching all of my favorite movies and this one that were watching is my all time favorite.
The Last Song . I freaking love Miley.

Earlier all of us went out to the mall and I got some new rings and bows because I love my bows . I also got some close and other stuff too !

This by far is the best birthday I have ever had , it's simple and I liked that. Niall said that he has reserved a date for us next week. I'm so happy . This time last year I would have never thought this is how my life would turn out. I was a lonely , depressed , unstable girl that thought no one in the world would love me. But here I am with an amazing group of friend I call family and an amazing boyfriend , I could be more thankful for .

I suddenly felt an urge to write. I sat up and grabbed my phone.

" hey princess where are you going ??" He asked sitting up and pausing the movie.

" oh I have an urge to write this song , I don't know but I feel really confident with my thoughts but you guys keep watching I'll be back" I smiled grabbing his guitar and looked at him . He nodded and smiled at me saying I could use it and I ran to the front . The bus driver wasn't there so I was by myself . I got up feeling that I should use my keyboard instead so I set down Niall's guitar and pick up the large keyboard. I pressed the red button and began playing......

( hey sorry just wanted to note to you guys that this song has a beautiful story so read the lyrics and this song means a lot to me . I am actually singing this in my school talent show ... Maybe )

"Everything's gonna be alright"
She whispers to herself
She was only 6 years old that night
As she hid behind that shelf
'Cause daddy had a little too much to drink
And mama didn't want her to feel the pain
She felt
But she still felt the pain...

Well 10 years they came and went
And dad was gone
So she looked for love in other men
And tried to act strong.
Oh, Broken hearts and Scars in only places she could see
'Cause she just wanted, she just wanted to feel something

And as she sat there on that bed
Thinking 'bout what those girls said
Tears streamed from her eyes
She cried...

If there's a God out there
Please hear my prayer.
I'm lost and I'm scared
And I've got nowhere else to go
I've come a long, long way
But I'm not sure I can make it much farther...
So if you're listening, could you give a helping hand
To your daughter.

Well her path started to change
She reached out and grabbed God's grace
And finally, she saw a light
Until that night...
Where she decided one drink was alright
And one thing led to another
Next thing you know, 9 months go by
She's a mother.

And as she lay there in that bed
Stroking that small angel's head
Tears streamed down her eyes
She cried...

If there's a God out there
Please hear my prayer.
I'm lost and I'm scared
And I've got nowhere else to run
I've come a long, long way
But I'm not sure I can be the best mother...
So if you're listening, could you give a helping hand
To your daughter.

Well that baby grew into a boy
Who became her pride and joy
He loved her like no man could
And her heart felt peace, 'cause she finally understood
God's love.

So as she lay there in that bed
99 years old
She grabbed her son's hand and said
There's something you must know...

There is a God up there
Who heard my prayer
I was lost and afraid
And I had nowhere else to go.
I had no clue, what to do
And then He sent me you.