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" Maeve pov"

I woke up to be in an unfamiliar bed , wait this is Niall's bed but no one was in here ? That is weird ? I heard ... Ronnie crying

I eavesdropped .

" why would she cut ?? " she cried

" we'll she did seem sad lately but I didn't want to say anything " Paige cried

I decide to go down but something stopped me ..

" how long has she been like this ?" Louis asked

" what being a suicidal -" they stopped once they saw me crying

I finished " freak" I said then walked to the back door , I was crying

I went and sat on a pool chair

I'm so tired

Tired of being ugly

Tired of being fat

Tired of crying

Tired of yelling

Tired of being alone

Tired of pretending

Tired of being different

Tired of being stuck

Tired of wishing for things to be different

I'm tired of everything

" Maeve can you come in " Zayn asked

" yeah " I nodded

I walked in and all eyes were on me .... Great

Everyone was sitting near each other but sat as far as possible
Until Niall came and sat next to me

" I love you and all your little things princess" he whispered

He wiped away my tears and grabbed my hand
And kissed all my scars

Your . Beautiful

He got a pen and wrote

' I love you and all your little things ❤'

I kissed him

" ok so Maeve care to tell us about your arms " Harry said cracking at the last part

I just looked at them and started to pinch my hand

" Maeve we won't judge " Niall said rubbing my back . Once he saw me pinching myself he grabbed my hand and kissed it

I look up and decided to tell them

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Paige . Pov

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She started talking about her past like when her mom first left , her dad started to abuse her and get drunk and let people do stuff to her and that she felt useless . And truthfully she said that the day when me and Ronnie meet her she was planing out that she was gunna kill herself but we made her realize that she was worth living.

But later when we started middle school it got worse people calling her a giant list of names. I looked around and everyone was crying

She said that when she was in 6th grade she started c-cutting and no one even noticed. Not even me and Ronnie new ! Why didn't she tell

She explained that no only school got worse but home too.
He started making her do stuff and he started stabbing and leaving some bad scares. He was yelling this like

Fat ass

Worthless

Your a mistake to this world

I will kill you or you kill yourself

Ugly

Etc.

She told us that she believed all of this so she started not eating and all sorts of stuff.

I look at Niall and he was pouring his eyes out

She was crying so hard

That she couldn't speak almost
She said some more stuff

Then we all just sat there in silence
Until she said something

" um can I play you guys a song " she whispered

There were a number of yeahs and go for it

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Maeve's pov
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I decided I was gunna sing the song I ' wrote ' to them

"Let me go get my guitar " she said

" I'll come. With you " niall said

" no it's fine " I said

" no like I need to come cause your under 24/7 watch " he followed me to the room I'm sharing with him

Since there isn't another bed room

I grabbed my guitar case and pulled out an 1997 acoustic and went down stairs

"Ok what is the song called ?" Liam asked

" Believe In Me " I said while tuning my guitar

( an: I know this is Demi's song but I love her ❤️ and all her songs and btw look up this song )

"While nothing is stoping you love " Harry said

"Ok we'll here I go and before I start I know I'm not good but I need you guys to hear me out " I said then begin playing . Man was I nervous , but you can't stop now and they won't judge

I'm losing myself
Trying to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak

I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, I just wanna believe in me

La la la la la la la la

The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you you're full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, I just wanna believe in me

La la la la la la la la

I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
Not today
I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through

Not gonna be afraid
I'm going to wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, now, now I believe in me

Now I believe in me

I looked up and was surprised everyone was in tears and Harry was ...

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Lol cliff hanger 😊😊😁😁😁😥😥👌👌

Can u guys comment please not to sound rude but no one is 😭 lol jk u don't have to

Peace out for now. ...

- Maeve Xx

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