Strong my darling - Niall Horan

- 34 -signings and sisters

Hey you guys . I'm going to be truthful . I haven't been doing okay lately . At all I am doing worse . I know you don't care but I just have on one to talk to and I am getting cyber bullied and bullied again but it's not like that anything new . So yeah I'm really sorry I haven't updated in a really long time but as you know now I'm going through a lot now so bare with me . I'm going to start updating 2 times a week now . I promise . I love you guys and thank you .

This chapter makes me cry haha cause really put my feelings in this one ❤️

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-Maeve's pov-

We were about finished with the signings when there was just a little girl with her mom . They looked kind of familiar but I couldn't put my finger on it .

" Ello love what's your name " Harry asked . She blushed and smiled

" Katie and this is my mom " she said and looked at all the boys then at her mom . my heart stopped . .. That's it they were on my dream that's my sister , my mom . The woman that left me .. How dare she . I will never forget that . She left me with him . I felt tears in my eyes well up . I stood up and looked In my moms eyes

" you left me ... " I said loud enough that she was looking at me and so was Katie and the boys .

" ..... Maeve ?.." She was tearing up as we'll . I looked down for a second and swallowed my tears .

" why did you leave me with him . Do you know what you caused ? I cry would every night wishing you took me with you .. But you didn't .. Why ? All the times he would hurt me cause YOU left ! He took it all out on me . All of it . And you go live a happy life with your to wonderful kids in a nice warm home with a new husband and new friends . Without me . You caused so much pain , so much time in my life I cried about wanting to be with you and being happy ! But I'm not ! I'm sad and in pain . I felt so unloved because you , what was different from me then the others ? I wonder did you think I was happy staying with be I wasn't . I'm really not fine at all . Why didn't you come back for me at least ? Do you not love me . My life is so confusing , WHY ME ! I just want to be okay ! Is that so hard . I want to be okay " I finished crying and I most Likely looked horrible . But I didn't care I just met my mom and my sister after my then 10 years . I looked around and saw my mom crying and she looked guilty and sad . Katie had tears in her eyes . I felt bad for saying all that in front of her but I had to let it out . I looked at the boys they wear all Water eyed and sad .

" Maeve ..... You don't understand . He threatened to kill us if he didn't have you , I'm sorry . i really am with all my heart . I cry every night wishing I took you with us . I was stupid . Please forgive me " my mom cried . katie was hugging me .

" I - I I don't know " I said looking down , I want to forgive her . " I mean I will forgive you but you have to show that you love me .. Mom " I said and her eyes lit up and she ran over to me and hugged me . I smiled and hugged her back . " I will always love you Maeve . " she handed me her number and she smiled . " I would love to have you and your boyfriend over for dinner sometime " she smiled at Niall and he smiled back .

" How did you know " I asked and she smiled

" I have a daughter that breaths one direction " she pointed to Katie

" no I don't know what your talking about mom " Katie nudged her mo- our mom .

" Katie I love them too it's okay " I smiled at her and she handed me her number also

" we should go out for lunch sometime " she hugged me " oh and I approve of niall " she winked . Niall heard and laughed . They said they had to go cause they had to go to her brothers soccer match .