" Maeve "
" wait what ?" I asked Niall
" Maeve he didn't here he has head phones on and he is singing " Lois laughed
" he really likes you though Maeve " he smiled
I smiled
" oh hey guys " Niall took off his head phones.
" does anyone want a sweet ?" He put out a bowl full of sweets and passed it to Louis he took some then Ronnie she took some , then me
" I'm ok " I smiled
" Maeve please it won't harm you " he looked at me I then looked down at my stomach then back up
" your beautiful " he looked at me
I reached into the bowl and picked 1 coke can gummy
I put it in my mouth , ugh I hate fooooooood
Niall was smiling so happily ( 😉)
But I felt so fat I wanted to cry
I chewed it with ew
" hey Maeve can I talk to you please " Niall asked
" uh yeah " I stood up and walked next him , he put his hand out for me to hold . I took his hand and felt butterfly's .
We walked out and went to the back pour he and sat on a love couch.
" Maeve can you tell me how you feel ? Cause I want to help you " he said holding my two hands
" Niall you will think I'm crazy " I looked down
" no I won't , I will never ever judge princess " he said
"Ok well I just feel .... I feel worthless , and like a mistake . My head is full of bad memories and I fell like I'm not living I'm just a waist of space . And I fell like a mess . No one will understand how I feel Niall " I cried into his chest
" Maeve I will always be here for you ...... Know Maeve I need to see your arms " he said
" no .. No .. No " I said backing up a little
" Maeve I won't judge just let me see " he lightly grabbed my left arm
" Niall you shouldn't look you will judge " I cried
He pulled up my sleeve up and gasped
A few tears rolled down his cheek .
" why ?" He asked crying
" because well just I'm so stupid I can't get anything right I ALAWAYS fuck things up ! I shouldn't be here" I mumbled the last part hoping that he did hear .
" be where ???" But he did
" nothing " I looked down
" do you mean you want to .... D- die " he asked and at then his voice cracked
" Niall don't cry please " I wiped his tears
" I just think your beautiful how you are , I do t get it " he cried
" It's ok no one does " I said
" I think I might know someone that can talk to you " he said
" " who?" I asked
" Demi " he said
" maybe I'll give her a call and ask her to talk to you " he asked sitting up
" Sure " I smiled
" Do you like her ?" He asked
" yeah I love Demi she is my role
Model " I said getting up
" hey Maeve how about we go inside and play some games with the boys ?" Niall said
" why not " I opened the door and let Niall and he thanked me then we walked inside to everyone
"Hey lovebirds " Harry said
" hey " I said looking down
" anything wrong " Liam asked
But Niall gave him a " not now " look
" Maeve ..... Your ... Sleeve " Zayn said
" why ?" Shannon said
" cause well I don't want to talk about it now " I looked down
" Maeve want to go hang in Harry's room " Shannon asked
" We can have some girl talk about boys" Shannon jumped up
I looked at Niall and he smiled
" Shannon take care of my princess " he had a very seriously
We walked up stairs
" hey Maeve who is your man crush Monday ?" Shannon yelled
" um it's this really hot guy and he has really nice eyes and he has really nice hair too ! Oh and don't forget his - " I was interrupted by Niall
" PRINCESS, I HOPE YOUR TALKING ABOUT ME" Niall yells
" blah blah blah I'm not talking about you sorry " I laughed
" you better run then " he said and I heard loud foot steps coming up the stairs
" noooooooo ahhhh " I felt someone grabbed my stomach and spin me around
" I miss you already " he said into my ear
" I missed you too " I said
He leaned in and I felt his lips crash onto mine and I felt butterflies in my stomach
" Niall let me have her " Shannon tried pulling me
" Can I come please " Niall begged
" no , no boys aloud " Shannon said trying to pull me
" pleases " Niall begged
"No "
" Yes "
"No "
"Yes "
" Hey I'm still here , can I please be put down " I said
" Yeah sure " Niall blushed
" Ok well we have to go " Shannon and I walked up stairs
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FanficMaeve is a girl who is suffering in silence.... she has been through a hell and back. she thinks she is unfixable and useless. her mother left her with her father when she was very young. that turned her father into an abuser not just mentally but p...
