Strong my darling - Niall Horan

- 26 - cuts and sky gazing

- Chapter 26 -

{ BLODDY SCEEN }

+ Maeve's Pov +

I took my blade in my hand and looked at it . Why does this piece of metal help me , Its just is here for me when ever I need it . Not like Niall isn't here but I don't know I just think that if I tell anyone how I really feel they would leave me .

I put the blade on my on my wrist and cut. I watched the blood trickle down my skin . I smiled

After about 10 cuts on each wrist and a lot of cuts on my thighs I washed my blade then put it back in the toilet paper then I'm my drawer under everything in there.

I took off my clothes and jumped in the shower. I started singing Hannah Montana songs. I then washed my hair and shaved my legs and arm pits .

Once i finished I turned the water off and then got out and grabbed a towel.

I walked over to the closet and picked out a bright yellow long sleeve shirt. After I went over to Niall's side and grabbed one of his grey sweats. I put them on. I don't know about you guys but I love the feeling when you just shaved and you were sweat pants.

I then walked over to the mirror. When I looked into the mirror I almost gagged. I'm so fat , I look like a obese girl with and ugly body and face. I hate my body ! Why can I be pretty.

And that's great , I have a black eye from jake. I walked into the bathroom again and put cover up on my left eye. Then i walked back to the mirror I put my hair in a fish tale.

Once I did all the stuff I had to do I walked down stairs. I saw everyone laughing, yay and Perrie is here !

" hey princess" Niall hugged me then gave me a kiss on the cheek. I smiled

" hi Nialler" I laughed

My smile disappeared when he asked me " how was school"

" uh it was school" I really did not want to talk about this.

" do you want to talk about it later ? " man I think he can read minds.but he was so sweet. He Was rubbing my arm comforting me.

" yeah later Thats good " I smiled

" hi Maeve !" Perrie ran over and gave me a big hug.

" HIIIII" I cheered

" what's up !! I haven't seen you in ages " she said

" I know we need to catch up " I smiled

" you guys lets play a game !!" Louis shouted

Everyone says either " yeah " or " sure "

" what game though" Liam asked

" oh I know a game " Harry had a devious smile

" he is up to know good " Niall whispered into my ear sending butterflies up my body.

" well it's called points , go around hitting people " Harry said

" legs are 20 points , arms are 30 , head is 50 , butt is 70 and the stomach area is 100 points " he finished

" ok let's play" Louis smiled

" 3 ... 2 ...1 .. GO! " with that we all separated. I ran up the stairs into the bonuses room , I hid under the couch. I soon heard footsteps come into the room, I saw Liam's sneakers. He was walking around, he looked into the closet. Oh no I was going to sneeze. He ran out of the room hearing someone laugh. I sneezed. I then got from under the couch.