Maeve pov
I woke and it was dark out. That's when I realized Niall wasn't with me , I got up and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked at all my flaws . Soon there were tears running down my cheeks.
I went into the bath room , should I end it here ? I'm just worthless that's all I am and Niall is with me for pity. He doesn't love me , I was now crying so much that I couldn't see because my eyes were filled with tears.
I got my blade from the draw and put against my cold skin , I went across and I soon felt no pain. I did a lot more then when I was in the middle of cutting my left arm there was a knock.
" PRINCESS COME OUT WE'RE ALL WATCHING A MOVIE , to tell you the truth I hate the movie but if you want we can stay up here " Niall seemed so happy
" uh - uh yeah I'll b- be down in a minute " I tried not to show him that I was crying but I failed . My voice cracked like 2 times
" Princess..." Niall started he tried to open the door . I started to hide the blood and put my razor away but he walked in to fast
" Maeve ..." His eyes were like daggers
" I'm so sorry Niall " I cried.
" princess ... Why " he asked while helping me up , he carried me to the sink.
He then started to washed the blood off my wrists . Few tears rolled down my cheek . He noticed and wiped them away.
" it's ok I'm here baby " he cooed
After he finished cleaning them he put some band aids on
We then sat on the floor , I was in his arms And he was saying sweet stuff in my ears to Clam me down and once I was he Ended the silence
" Maeve we need to talk now" he said and I looked down he didn't take no for an answer . He picked me up and walked over to the bed then put me down and sat me down.
" first tell me why you cut yourself please " he asked
" no your going to think I'm stupid " I cried
" Maeve I would never think your stupid , just please tell me I want to help you " he said while bringing me to his warm chest.
" we'll I just think that I'm worthless and that I don't deserve to be living I'm a waste of air and your guys took me in for pity " I cried into his chest
" princess you have every right to living . I don't know why you would think that . You are the most stunning girl I have ever laid my eyes on. You have the prettiest eyes ever too , when ever I look at your face I get speechless. When ever I even think about you it makes my day. Even when I'm in the worst mood . Your presence is amazing you make everyone happy. Your just so bubbled up and happy .your such a strong person . Your also really really funny . That is just a few things that were at the top of my head and there is loads more and just remember I love you Maeve " he kissed my head
" thank you Niall and I love you so much " I said finally claimed down
" hey how about we do something " he said randomly
" like what " I giggled
" let's go for a walk " he said helping me up and walking down stairs
" uh Niall can you please not tell the boys about what uh I did " I looked down
" sure princess . ....... Hey lads meh and Maeve are going for a walk will be home in an hour or so " he said while we got our shoes on and left.
While we were walking into town there was a tattoo place.
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Strong my darling - Niall Horan
FanfictionMaeve is a girl who is suffering in silence.... she has been through a hell and back. she thinks she is unfixable and useless. her mother left her with her father when she was very young. that turned her father into an abuser not just mentally but p...
