P.S....I love you //l.s//

13. Chapter

• one year later •

Exactly one year later. Louis never came back after his and Harry's conversation. Liam and Niall tried to get him through the worst of it but nothing worked. Even though Harry was waiting for him everyday... he was hoping for Louis to come back. He was desperate for him to come back. But nothing. Louis was gone again without a single word.

Harry often asked himself what Louis is doing right now. Where he is.. if he found peace..
Even if Louis found peace.. Harry didn't. Harry went to countless therapies and was talking to psychiatrist that weren't able to fix him. He wasn't able to fix his life that turned into a mess without Louis. Not being able to let go.
He left one direction. So did Zayn. Everyone's doing their thing now while Harry just disappeared. He tried to go back to normal but he couldn't. He needed Louis. He had nothing without Louis.

Exactly one year later. It's been one year since Louis died. Today.. a year ago he found him.
Harry was silently sitting in the bathroom. He didn't move and was leaning against the bathtub. His laptop played little things and Louis part started but Harry didn't hear that. Harry's eyes were closed and he was leaning against the tub. He was sitting in a pool of blood but this time it wasn't Louis blood. It was his own blood. The exact same scene from a year ago.. a half empty bottle of vodka.. pills and a razor blade beside him.
The only thing he wanted was to be with Louis. And that's where he was. He finally was with Louis and together they were sitting on top of the bathtub looking at Harry's lifeless body. Sad but finally together.

"I love you Harry."

"And I love you Louis. Forever."

And the only thing Harry left was a little letter to his family, friends and fans saying
P.S. ... I love you