• one week later•
Everything was weird and I'm sure I was going insane. I need help. It's not normal that I think lou is here with me every night. Every night I feel like he's with me. We cuddle and we talk till I fall asleep and in the morning he's gone.
Maybe I'm imagining things maybe it's normal to go crazy when things like that happen to you. Maybe it's normal to imagine the person you love being with you.. but something is telling me that it's real. That's I'm not making it up. There was something and I'll find out what it is.
"Fuck!!!!", I heard something fall down in the kitchen and slowly made my way there but I started smiling once I saw louis trying to get a pan out of the shelf But he just couldn't grab it and his hand went through it it was so c- wait. WAIT HIS HAND IS GOING THROUGH IT!
I gasped.
"Oh hey Haz..", he tried it again and seemed desperate. "Uhm... could you help me?"
I walked up to him still confused and grabbed the pan and a few other things he asked for.
"I still need to learn how that stuff works.. some guy told me it works at some point.", he disappeared THROUGH THE WALL into the living room and came back a couple seconds later and met my shocked face.
"You okey?"
"Y-yes.. eh.. no eh..no idea. You.. what are you?!"
"Im louis?"
"No no no im just making this up in my head you're not real!!"
I left the kitchen and walked around trying to think straight. So.. ghosts are real?! Or am I really going insane?! Maybe its just a hallucination fuck i need serious professional help.
"Harry please calm down..", I felt his cold little hands on my shoulders and I turned around.
"It's.. this is hard to explain I didn't understand it at first. But Haz.. apparently the whole you can't die and find peace if there's ongoing business thing is real. And because you.. love me.. well apparently that counts as that. Only you can see me.. only you can hear me. I wasn't here because I wanted to learn how to.. not be too much of a i don't know.. how to touch things. It's harder than you'd think."
"S-so.. you.. oh god.. this.. Louis." I hugged him as tight as possible and he started laughing.
"Not funny you idiot!"
"Well.. it is because I can do this", he suddenly went right through me and for a second i felt so cold.
"Ew don't do that again it feels weird."
"Pff..", he just kissed me quickly and got in front of the stove and smiled.
"Wanna keep standing there looking at me or help me before I burn down the kitchen?"
"Oh god I'm here I'm here!", i hugged him from behind and helped him to prepare the breakfast. We sat down at the table and ate pancakes while Louis explained everything to me. Everything that happened before and after he died.
It definitely felt weird talking to him like this and i still thought that maybe I'm making all of this up.. and i bet it would look weird if someone found me like this.. it would look like im talking to myself.
We spent all day together and i slowly got used to the whole situation. Louis was here. That's all that matters.
"Hazzy your phone.." i checked the Caller-ID and saw it was liam. They called daily but I ignored it.
"Hello?"
"Hey Harry... we.. wow you picked up.. unexpected... Uhm we wanted to know how you're doing.. and we wanted to apologize for just giving up on you we didn't know what to do.we kept calling but you didn't pick up."
"Well.. thanks?"
"We're really sorry. Niall and I thought maybe we could come over?"
"mmh okey.."
"Is everything okey? I mean.. well given everything that happened..?"
"Louis death? Yeah I'm fine I'm okey. Better than ever.", I saw Louis smirking and he giggled.
"Is there someone else?"
"Nope I'm alone."
"Okey see you later?"
"Bring food!!"
"Sure see ya.", he hung up and I put my phone away before I pulled Louis on my lap.
"Liam and Niall will come over later."
"That's okey."
"Louis I swear don't you dare play pranks on them. Don't make me look stupid!"
"I'd neveeeeer do that..."
We both started laughing because we knew how much of a lie that was.
Later that day Niall and Liam came over and after everything being a bit awkward at first we managed to go back to normal and we started eating when suddenly Niall's whole plate landed on his face.
Everyone started laughing.
"OMG WHAT WAS THAt?!", Niall was looking around completely confused.
"You're just clumsy Niall...", but I knew exactly what happened.. a certain Louis grabbed Niall's hand that was holding the plate and pushed it right into his face while laughing. I shook my head and gave him an amused smile. Louis sat down next to me and smiled innocently.
"Told ya I won't make YOU look stupid."
"Mmh you're right."
"What?", Liam looked at me and I apologized quickly.
"Oh uhm nothing sorry. Nothing."
This could turn into a fun evening...
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P.S....I love you //l.s//
Fanfiction*completed* Louis Tomlinson. Member of one direction.. he hates his life. Dealing with hate everyday not just from fans but also from the person he loves most.. Harry Styles. What if it becomes too much. What if he can't handle it anymore?
