HUWAD (EDITING)

Kabanata 22

Samantala sa kabilang dako matapos paligayahin ng mga alalay si Celina ay hiniling nyang pansamantala syang iwan mag -isa sa bath tub, bagay na ginawa naman ng mga ito. She's not suicidal and they knew they can leave her on her own as long as it's just inside the compound of the bedroom. She can be immature at times she knows and everyone knows that but that's only because she can't get her whims and she is used to getting all she wants.

She needs time alone not like she's not alone most of the time, but this time after her encounter in bed with Mon she suddenly thought of her situation seriously at kailangan nyang maka isip ng paraan para tuluyang makakaya sa pagkaka kulong sa silid na kinaruroonan nya. She did not sign up for this life when she decided to run away from Lucien, it was freedom and happiness she signed up for, not misery in this four cornered room.

Oh well, there's the happiness in bed but surely once she's out of here she can be happy in bed again and at the same time happy with her life as a free woman. Bakit hindi eh minsan na syang naging masaya sa lahat ng bagay, iyon nga lang hindi lubos dahil limited ang oras ng kaligayahan nya, dahil kailangan nya na namang bumalik sa gintong hawla sa piling ni Lucien.

Minsan hindi nya mapigilang sisihin ang sarili kung bakit nasa ganito syang kalagayan ngayon, kung naging kontento lang sana sya sa mga nakaw na sandali di sana malaya sya ngayon. Noon mas exciting ang buhay sa kabila ng pagkaka kulong nya sa isla ni Lucien, bakit? Dahil ika nga mas masarap ang mga nakaw na sandali at nagagawa nya parin ang mga gusto nya at least two days a week at one week every month, at syempre kung kating kati na sya, Lucien's right hand man in the Ranch, Ramil was a good alternative to scratch her itch.

He might have smelled like cows and horses just like her husband and he might be miles away from Lucien in the looks department but when it comes to a good tumble in hay, Lucien is miles away from him. He's rough like the callouses on his hands, and that's how she likes it. His endurance is neither Lucien or Mon can surpass, it might be the guy's hard work that makes him last longer than any of the guys she's been with.

Bakit nga ba hindi pa sya nag tyaga kay Lucien na kulang na lang sambahin sya? O kay Ramil na talagang sinasamba sya? Simple lang ang sagot, makati kasi sya at ang masuyong mga haplos ni Lucien at ang paraan ng pakikipag talik at pag papa init nito sa kanya ay mas karapat dapat sa isang babasaging kristal hindi sa isang tulad nya na ibang init ang hanap. Kumbaga kapag si Lucien ang katalik nya na kakamot lang ng konti ang kati nya para lang maiwang mas kumakati pa.

At si Ramil naman? Well, Ramil is great, in fact he can scratch every inch of her itch, kaya lang tulad ng isang putahe kapag paulit-ulit mong kinain, mauumay at mag sasawa ka rin. Her sexcapades with Ramil became boring after a while, na walan na ng thrill, gusto nya naman ng iba, yong mas exciting, yong bago sa pakiramdam nya. Mga bagong pakiramdam at adventure na tanging si Mon lang ang naka pag bibigay. Si Mon na kilala sya mula ulo hanggang paa, mula balat hanggang kaluluwa.

At ang pagkakaiba ni Mon kina Lucien at Ramil? Mahal nya si Mon, mahal na mahal. Pero sadyang hindi sila para sa isat -isa. Bakit? Edwardo Mondragon is actually her first cousin, anak ito ng half sister ng mama nya. She was fourteen the first time she met him and if love at first sight was true, then that's what she felt for him and Mon felt the same for her. Pag -ibig na kapwa nila pilit pinag labanan pero hindi masupil -supil. She was sixteen ng ipasya nyang suko na syang supilin ang pag -ibig nya. She decided to tell Mon about it at kulang na lang lumundag sya sa saya ng sabihin nitong pareho sila ng nadarama.

Right at that moment they started the affair, walang nag isip ng masama, mag pinsan sila, so okay lang kapag lagi silang magkasama and to further conceal their affair, niligawan ni Mon ang best friend nyang si Mildred at laging side kick sya ng dalawa sa mga lakaran. It made their relationship more thrilling, she also dated other boys and one of them was actually Lucien's friend Aldrin. Aldrin was good, very good in fact, pero hindi parin ito pumantay kay Mon, and since Aldrin was such a nice guy and actually still is, they parted as friends.