X Factor (Jade/You)

~Feelings~

Jade's Pov:

I'm so excited for today! We've already finished up the London Road trip and now the girls and I were in a Uber heading to Pez's for the mini party. I cant wait too see Y/N again, I really miss her. Like really! I miss everything about her. I knew there was going to be Alcohol again so I decided I'd be the one that stayed sober, A plus side is It'll be funny to watch all of them drunk.

"Jade, Were here," Pez says. I look at her then nod. I got out the car and thanked the driver and gave him a tip. I catched up too the others and we walked into Perrie's house.

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Y/N's Pov:

I was sitting on my bed and just thinking about everything, I was already dressed for today so I could take as long as I wanted until we have to leave. I thought of Jade mostly, Nothing new really. I heard a knock on my bedroom door and I said 'Come in'. The door opened and I saw Emily. I sighed then smiled at her. She smiled at me and sat next too me.

"I'm sorry for pressuring you, I just want to be there for you and understand what's going on in you're head," Emily says. I smile and hug her side.

"No, Its my fault. I shouldn't of got angry at you, You were just being a friend so I'm sorry," I say and she smiles at me.

"And I think I'm ready to tell you the truth," I continue and she nods.

"Well, I like Jade. Like a lot! She means everything to me," I say and Emily coo's then giggles.

"That's obvious," She says and I shrug.

"When she kissed me, I said I was shocked because I didn't want to admit to her my feelings. I don't want to get hurt again, She already means so much too me and that scares me. If I loose her I'll be heart broken again and I don't think I can go through that again, Especially with Jade. I thought staying friends with her would be easier so I just said I kissed back because I was shocked," I admit and Emily nods.

"But Y/N, You and Jade are falling hard for each other. She's ready to catch you but you're not ready to catch her. Jade means everything to you and you mean everything to her, You cant run away from that," Emily says. I sigh and shrug.

"I know but I'm scared later on along the line I'll be so in love with her and she can just leave like that. I'm scared that I'll never be good enough, Like I wasn't for my ex. I would break even more if Jade was to leave me and I cant have that, Its better off if we stayed friends," I say. Emily places her hand on my shoulder and I look up at her.

"Don't run away from you're feelings, Accept the fact you're in love. And that person is in love with you too," Emily says.

"But sometimes people who are in love with each other, Aren't meant to be together!" I say frustratedly. Tears fall out my eyes and Emily then holds onto me tightly as I cried into her.

"Love can over come anything, Soon you'll realise that," Was the last thing I heard before I fell asleep.