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                              2 weeks later

"Nah!" I laugh at Cara
"Bella come on!" She laughed
"Ya' drunk already!" I laughed
It's been 2 lonely weeks to be honest with you
Although me and van have been getting along more and more.
He's nice.
"I- Bob called me to come over to his hotel in a bit" she whispered smiling "oh!" I smiled finishing my cigarette
She nodded "you wanna tag along?" She asked i sighed "yeah sure" I whispered she nodded
"Class"

"Ya sure?-"
"Ah lads come in!" Bondy said
I looked at Cara "I didn't know" she said
I stepped into the hotel room seeing bobs other mate as well, The short one and Bondy
"Yous alright?" Bob asked smiling at Cara
They were cute together i gotta say
"Fine" she smiled "Oi Oi, lass" Bondy said walking towards me after he closed the door
I smiled at him "you alright?" He asked after greeting each other with a double kiss
"I'm alright, thanks" I whispered with a smile
We sat down next to each other having a laugh and a chat until someone knocked on the door
Bondy stood up and opened the door
"Ello lads, sorry I'm late at the party" van joked smiling Bondy closed the door
"Always late" bob joked van sat down next to me and laughed "I finished the song" van said "and phoned me lass" he whispered Bondy sat down next to bob and raised an eyebrow
"She picked up, mate?" He asked "not now, bond" he sighed
I finished my ciggy looking outside

"Right" van says
I looked at him as we sat there in bobs hotel room smiling smoking our fags "I forgot to ask you what you are doin?" He asked i raised an eyebrow smiling
"For living" he smiled lighting another fag
"I'm a belletrist"
He raised both eyebrows looking at me with fully interest "explain to me what that is, love" he smirked taking a drag of his ciggy
"I write poems, poetry-"
"Ahh!" He said smiling
I nodded
"So what makes you interested, what do you like" he whispered
I took a small breath and looked into his eyes again
"I like art" I started
"And by art i mean music, poetry, sex, love, paintings, the human body, literature" I whispered
He looked at me "all of this is art to me."
He nodded "I like that, you're an interesting lass you know that?" He whispered
"Oh?" I teased smiling
He chuckled
"So what is your idea?" He asked "my idea?" I asked "bout' sex and love, lots of people have different ideas about it" he whispered
"The difference between love and sex is that sex relieves tension and love causes it." I whispered with a smile playing on my lips
"Well, you give me tension when you look like that into my eyes" he whispered smiling
I guess he was just joking
"Mate, you gotta see this!"

"I'll walk ya home, lass" van said grabbing his jacket from where it was laying "that's alright, goodnight babe" I said hugging Cara "night, darling" she whispered
We left the hotel and walked down the street
Van light a ciggy looking at me "ya boyfriend?" Van asked "yeah?" I whispered "matty Healy right?" He smiled i nodded "bond told me bout' it, I'm a fan" he smiled again "me too" I joked
"How are you two?" He asked i swallowed
"We're good." I whispered he nodded
"Good to hear"

I walked into my old house where my parents and my brother lived
"Ello, love" my mom said kissing my cheek
My dad sat in the kitchen smoking some fags listing to some records "you alright?" She asked i sat down on the couch biting my nails
"Ma" I whispered looking at Tom "Tom" mam said he stood up and rolled his eyes
Mam light a cigarette "Matty's gone and he hasn't called me in about two weeks." I whispered she sighed "always busy he innit?" She sighed again "it's different this time i guess, we have been arguing and he has been sl-" I started but shook my head
"He's been?
"It's just- different alright?"
She nodded standing up
"You not gonna waist ya' time to a guy who's not worth it are you? You know how he is and you know how the situation is and is gonna be" she said i sighed "I'm just stressed" i whispered
She nodded "it'll be alright, just make the right choices" she said
I stood up and walked into the kitchen
"Alright, dad?" I smiled "Oi Oi!" He smiled
I walked up to him and hugged him
"Haven't seen ya' in a while" he said smiling
"She's busy with that rockstar of hers" Tom teased
"Shut it, He's not even 'round" i hissed
"Bella?" My dad asked
I looked at him "look after ya' self yeah?" He asked "Christ man, why are ya acting like-"
He cut me off "cause we hardly see you anymore and we just-" my brother started
I chuckled "right so it's about- it's about what happened- fuck sake" I said standing up
"Bella-"
"I'll see yous" I said walking out of my old home
I walked back to my apartment around 11am
I unlocked the door and sat down in the kitchen looking around
I grabbed my phone "hello?" Matty said as he answered my call "busy?" I said standing up
"Very" he joked i shook my head smiling but that smile disappeared real quick ones i remembered he hasn't called in two weeks.
"How are you, love?" He asked "matty?" I asked "hmm" he respond "i don't wanna sound needy or anything but we haven't you called in weeks? I miss you." I sighed walking into my bedroom "i-i just i don't have much time off and that" he started "right." I whispered
"Anyways, how are you?" He asked again
"Good."
"Yeah?"
"Why so surprised?"
"No reason."
"When-when are you in London again?"
"Couple weeks."
I looked outside of my bedroom
"Call me yeah?" I asked
"I will, love" he answered
"I love you" I said "love you, darling"

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Sorry for the short chapter !!
I've been really busy with school like
But I'll try my best updating more!
Love yous x

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