London - van mccann

26.

- the next day, 1pm
- Bella's pov

I looked into the mirror
"I'm gonna miss you so much" Cara whispered
I shot her a weak smile and hugged her
"You'll be fine, I mean you are touring through America with your boyfriend and your mates and-" I started but sighed "as I said you'll be fine" I smiled looking at her "I know, but I'll miss you" she said with a weak smile
"When will you be back again?" I asked standing up "6 months" she whispered
I swallowed "right.." I said with a nod
We looked at each other "I just- i gotta leave now" I said she nodded standing up
She was bring me to the airport with bob and Benji.
I just needed to say goodbye to bondy and Larry before we went.
We arrived at the lobby soon after
"Just- just don't tell van yet? Only Tell him when he asks about me okay?" I said Larry nodded hugging me
We broke away i weakly smiled at him
"I'm gonna miss ya' love" bondy said while hugging me "I will miss you more" I chuckled as we broke away he sighed with a smile
"Well, I gotta go now- enjoy yourself when yous on tour yeah? I'm really excited for yous" I said smiling before grabbing my stuff
"We are too, be safe" Larry said with a smile
I nodded before heading out of the hotel with the Cara Benji and bob.
We stepped into a taxi and waited till me got to the airport.

- 10 hours later, 6pm (time zones)
I stood in front of my apartment with a smile
I was back in London and i was glad.
I didn't leave only cause of the situation with van but i missed my family as well, and i needed to get back to work.
I walked into the building and stepped into the lift, i couldn't wait to surprise Tom.
As I got out of the lift i walked to my apartment and unlocked the door.
I saw Tom sitting in living film watching tv.
"Wait a fucking minute-" he started when he said me standing up "hey" I said with smile
"You fucking cunt" he said smiling walking towards me to hug me "you missed me?" I said smiling "hell fucking yeah i did" he joked kissing my cheek "aaah it's good to be home" I said as we broke away from the hug
"Although it's a fuckin' mess for fuck sake" I said looking at him "yeah" he said scratching his neck
"Why'd you come home though? Thought New York was a blast?" He asked sitting down on the couch again "well... yeah in the beginning but that changed, I'll tell you about that later i gotta eat I'm really hungry, you wanna come?" I said grabbing my bags walking into my bedroom, as i opened the door i sighed looking around, so many memories.
"Yeah sounds class"

We walked into a restaurant/cafe and sat down.
"So how was catfish and the bottlemen, heard they blew up!" He said looking at me
I sighed "yeah they did." I said having some flashbacks of last night.
"So?" He asked "they were nice, good having them back" I said in whisper
"Yeh but you and van-"
"What do you wanna eat?" I said cutting him off he looked at me confused before looking at the menu.

"So what are you doing tonight?" I asked him while we sat down in my apartment
"Meeting up with Lilly, me girlfriend" he said with a smile "how's she?" I asked with a smile "amazing, i think I'm falling in love with her" he chuckled "that's good" I said with a smile
He nodded "so what are you doing?" He asked grabbing his phone "umm, well i don't know yet.." i said putting the tv on he nodded
I looked outside thinking about..van
I shouldn't be thinking about him..
"Bella?" Tom said snapping me out of my thoughts "yeah?" I answered "I'm going yea? I'll see you later tonight" he said kissing my cheek "yeah, have fun" I said walking off to my bedroom i lay on my bed
Suddenly i had an idea, i got ready and stepped into my car driving to my mom and dads house
Ones i got there i stepped out of my car and walked out to the front door knocking on it
"Coming!" My mom said i waited a few seconds until she opened the door "oh my god" she said looking at me, I shot her a smile "Ben look who showed up!" She said smiling i hugged her
"Missed ya' mom" i said she chuckled "missed you more doll" she said as we broke away from the hug, "who showed-" my dad started but stopped talking when he saw me "aaaah" he said smiling at me
We basically talked the whole night and watched the tv
But when it was getting late i told them i needed to head home, when my mom walked me towards the front door and said goodbye as i left.
I drove home but stopped someone in the center of the city nearby my apartment to get some fags.
I parked my car and walked towards a 24/7 shop, got my cigarettes, payed for them and walked out of the shop but just then, i saw Denise Matty's mom.
"Hello, love" she said smiling "hi Denise, how are you?" I asked "I'm alright darling" she chuckled i nodded "and you, how are you doing, god i haven't seen you in like what? A couple of years right?" She asked smiling "yeh something like that, but I'm uh, I'm alright thanks" I said softly she nodded "have you had any contact with Matty or?" She asked
I swallowed "no i, I haven't spoken to him in two years or so.." I whispered she nodded
"He's uh, i know you two ended things long ago so I don't know if you care about what I'm gonna say or anything but i just wanted to say that he isn't doing very well lately" she said softly looking at me i looked at the ground feeling my heartbeat speed up "oh.." I whispered suddenly her phone started ringing
She picked up "yeah?" She said i looked at her
"Yeah I'm coming, thanks" she said hanging up "I really gotta go" she said "have a good night darling" she said smiling "tanks Denise you too" I said walking towards my car
I got in and swallowed looking down
I was slightly worried about him, of course i was.
But I couldn't go there again, i couldn't talk to him.
Not anymore...

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