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- Bella's pov
"What do you me-"
"The way i fell for you, the short period of time- it's just- it's so hard to forget and i wouldn't even like to try" van said slowly looking at me coming closer
I swallowed when our noses almost touched
"I honestly don't if we are gonna fix this or if we even going to fix this but there is one thing I know for sure" i said looking at him "I need you to stay tonight"i whispered he nodded "let's get out of here" he whispered
He lifted me off the ground and walked out of the hotel room towards his i looked at him
I couldn't help but smiled
He opened the door for us and sat me down looking in my eyes
I leaned in and kissed him he pushed me against the wall and locked the door
"I missed you so much" he whispered kissing my neck, I closed my eyes and smiled "I missed you more" I whispered
I could feel his lips curl into a grin
I took off his blouse and looked at him
"I love you, van mccann" I whispered
He smiled laying me down on the bed
I kissed his neck and smiled "you are so gorgeous, you have no idea." He said undressing my body
I looked at him speaking up after a minute
"I wanted you like this for all these years"

I woke up in a room that wasn't mine
I opened my eyes slowly and rubbed my eyes looking around
Van wasn't there, so i got up and walked towards the counter seeing a note laying on there

I'll be back in few, can't wait to see you x Van

I smiled and closed my eyes thinking about last night.
I missed him, so much.
I showered and got ready, just when i finished i heard a knock on the door
I opened it and saw van "hey" I whispered
"Good morning, love" he said kissing me
"I got you a little something" he said handing me red roses "oh- van you- you shouldn't have-" I started but he cut me off "but i did" he said with a smile sitting down on the couch lighting a cigarette "well, thank you for that, roses are my favorite." I said walking towards the sink watering the roses.
"I know" he said I shot him a smile
"Oh van" I said walking towards him "yes, love?" He asked standing up "we just- we gotta talk." I said looking at him "yes-"
"Last night was great and that but-" i started but sighed "I don't want it to be like three years ago, you know?" I whispered he nodded with a sigh "well let's just take things slow alright? I'm just so- I'm genuinely happy that you're here, with me" he said with a smile
I nodded "I just- I should probably go to my hotel room, to Cara" I said with a small smile he nodded "yeah yeah of course love" he said

I sat down on my bed looking at the roses "van gave you those?" Cara asked
I nodded "how are you?" I asked her
"Tired but amazing" she smiled

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I'm so so sorry for the short chapter
I had a really busy week and i tried to write but I just couldn't.
Thank you for reading!x

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