London - van mccann

12.

- 3am
- a week later
- Bella's pov

It's been really awkward between me and van
Well, awkward? no.
We just don't talk anymore and since we have the same mates, we nearly see each other every night.
It's been a week since i saw Matty and spoke
and i had a double feeling about it.
I rubbed my eyes, i just couldn't sleep.
Suddenly i heard a knock on my door.
I knitted my eyebrows together and stood up
I brushed a hand through my hair and looked at myself in the mirror.
I was wearing a long oversized shirt that i got from Cara a couple months ago.
I sighed and walked to the door hearing the knock again, i unlocked the door and looked at the person in front of me.
A Van McCann that was all wet cause of the rain, "why?" He asked i knitted my eyebrows together "van what are you doing-"
"What do you want from me?"
"Excuse me?"
"Bella, what do you want from me?"
I looked at him confused "we shagged." He said looking at me "van i was-" before i knew it he leaned in and kissed me "van-" I whispered in between the kissed "sssshh" he whispered kissing my neck, my heart said i shouldn't be doing this but my brain thought differently.
I needed to go over Matty.
So that's what i tried to do.

- next morning
"Van" I whispered shaking him lightly
"Van" I whispered again "hmmm" he groaned softly and rubbed his eyes "i gotta work in an hour" i said looking at him "lay with me for a bit yeah?" He whispered pulling me closer
He looked at me with his beautiful blue eyes
"Only for a bit." I smiled lightly crawling back into my bed, he looked at me "do you know they write songs about girl like you?" He whispered looking at me i closed my eyes shaking my head "now please look at me" he asked lifting my chin up about with his finger
"Please don't regret last night and this morning?" He whispered pulling me closer.
"I won't." I whispered as he leaned in.
"I don't want you to leave." He whispered tracing his thumb across my cheek
"Bella!" I heard a male voice say i knitted my eyebrows together and stood up quickly grabbing the shirt from last night trowing it on
"Hey" Matty said as he closed the front door
Fuck.
I brushed a hand through my hair "what are you doing here matty?" I asked shocked
"I just- needed to-" he started until some loud sound came from the bedroom
"Who's there?" He asked confused "oh just- you know-" I started but he already walked towards the bedroom, why was i even being scared about Matty finding out about last night? "Who's this?" He asked looking at van as i walked in, van was already fully clothed.
"This is van- my uh yeah he is my friend." I whispered Matty looked at me then at him
He shook his head "this is the guy you shagged isn't he?" He asked, fuck.
"Well-"
"Nice meeting ya', I'm Matty Bella's boyfriend."
Van looked at me confused "I'm van" he said shaking Matty's hand, I looked at my feet.
"We aren't together anymore." I said looking at Matty even more pissed by the second.
"I should just- go i think." Van said looking at me "I'll call ya' yeah?" I whispered with a weak face expression "sure...mate." He said looking at me when he walked out of the door i sighed closing my eyes "nice he is isn't he? Wouldn't be my first choice to shag but ones you're smashed-" Matty started
"Shut up you twat!" I yelled hearing the front door close "I love you." He whispered
"Matty, why won't you just let it go? I'm trying to move on why aren't you, we ended." I said
"By shagging other people? That's not how you get over someone you know." He sighed
"Yeah, you should know right?" I said lighting a fag "can we have dinner? Go out for a bit? I just really need to talk to you. Hey! And after that you can decide if-" he started "you have thirty minutes until i have to work." I whispered

- van's pov
- 10pm

"Then she just- he said he was her boyfriend" i said looking at Cara "boyfriend?" She whispered i nodded "they ended, they really did, that night when we went to that posh restaurant." She said lighting a fag while we sat on the balcony in my hotel room
"I think she's still in love with him isn't she?"
She looked at me funny
"Why do you bother that much?" She asked
I lighted another ciggy and shook my head looking away from her "she's me mate you know?" I said "right, yeah." She chuckled
I shook my head softly "don't worry but her and Matty, she's done with him." She said standing up dropping her ciggy over the balcony. "I'm heading to bob's hotel room yeah?" She said "see ya later, love" I whispered

"So we all went out and that-" bondy started until someone walked in "hey, sorry I'm so late" Bella said walking in bob's hotel room with no one other then matty.
I knitted my eyebrows together and looked at Cara she looked more confused then ever but she stood up and hugged Bella "hi Matty" she said looking at him after hugging Bella
"Hello, darling you alright?" He asked she nodded "I though you guys-never mind." Cara said sitting down again Matty and Bella sat next to each other "so you are Bella's boyfriend? Never got to speak to you." Bob said with a smile shaking his hand "well we were together, officially not anymore we're just slowing things down." Matty said smiling at her

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