The secret side of me

Chapter 17

A/N:

hey guys so I am sorry about this chapter if it sucks or is confusing. Im tired and have some other things on my mind but I still wanted to update for you guys. And I didn't get a chance to edit it yet but stil here it is. And at the end make sure to vote and comment or do both or none. But don't be shy unless you are naturally a shy person becuase then I guess I can't really tell you what to do...IM GETTING OFF TOPIC. piont is heres the chapter an sorry if it sucks.

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Chapter 17 ~Layla's pov

I looked away from the body many moments later when another body blocked my view. I looked up and saw Niall staring at me expressionless, my bag was in his hands once more and his face now looked beyond mad.

He grabbed my arm tighter than I expected. He pulled me out of the house practicly dragging me. He pulled me all the way to the car and we both got in. He must have gotten my keys from my bag since he turned the car on and sped out of the drive way and speeded all the way to the house.

He didn't say a word the whole ride and he just glared at the road. He didn't seem that furious he just didn't seem pleased. We pulled up at the house sooner than we should have. He killed the engine and stormed into the house slamming the room to the car in the process.

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Niall's pov

I shut the car door harder than I intended and walked into the house expecting that she would follow. I opened the door and saw nick still at the table and when I walked in further I saw Ben on the couch with Erika under his arm and Cher next to them. They were about to say something to me when they took in my apperence. A moment later I heard the door open and turned around to see Layla sit on the couch with no one on it. She already looked bored like nothing just happened.

"What the hell was that Layla?" I said louder than I intended.

"What?" she said shrugging. "He had it coming for years now." She said like it was no big deal.

"You had to choose today then?" I said in more of a question.

"It seemed a good a day as any." She said not taking this seriously probably becuase she did this kind of thing on a high scale everyday.

"I just wanted to have a normal day for once. But you can't do that can you? You can't just fucking pretend to be normal for a day?" I said and regreted it after it came out ruder than I thought it would.

"I've spent the past four years pretending. I'm done pretending." She said bitterly.

"Guys whats going on? What happened I thought you guys were going to his house." Nick said tyring to figure out why I was acting like this.

"Yeah but once we got there Layla had to turn into the fucking dark angel and beat the shit out of my best friend." I said staring at Layla as I said it. She looked at me for the first time since we left.

"I thought you hated him as much as I did. I thought you hated him for making you do what you did to me, or for being an ass to me. What was all that shit that you were saying to him the other day? Was that all just bullshit?" She said suddenly getting as mad as me.

"That doesn't mean you can just beat the living shit out of him. And I was trying to look out for you and protect you for once." I said dropping my voice at the last part. She was standing right in front of me now.

"Well I don't need your fucking protection." She spat and turned to leave."Nick!" She called back as she walked towards the door.

"Where are you going." I said in a low voice.

"Don't worry about it." She said through gritted teeth and walked out the door with Nick at her side. Where I should be. I watched them leave and regretted flipping out on her. I shouldn't be mad at her for what she did becuase she was right he did deserve it but I couldn't help it. I stared at the closed door re thinking what had just happened until Cher spoke up.

"Niall, I think you should go up stairs and wait for her in her room so you can calm down." She said but I didn't ned to calm down. I decided to do as told anyways and I walked up the stairs hanging my head as I went up each step slowly. Once I made it to her room I collapsed on the the bed thinking of where she had gone and when she would be back.

She probably went to 'make rounds' and I still have no idea what that means so I had no idea how long she will be gone. It had been longer than I thought and eventually it was to hard to keep my eyes open and I ended up fallign asleep still waiting for her to come back.

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Giana's pov.

*Right after the fight.*

I jumped to his side putting a hand over his chest feeling the faint beat of his heart under my hand. I looked at his bloody face as sobs racked my body. His beautiful face was already brusing in some spots. I heard the door shut signalling that it was just the two of us now. I pulled his head on to my lap and patted his chest trying to get him to open his eyes.

"Harry" I said in a shakey voice. He didn't move and I moved on of my hands to his cheek and patted his cheek trying to get a response from him at all now. "Harry" I said a little firmer now. "Harry baby, please." I said begging for some sort of reponse. He grunted and his eyes began to open slowly.

Relief flooded my body as his jade eyes looked into mine. I smiled widely and he tried to sit up and goaned loudly. She really beat him bad. With much difficulty we had finslly managed to get him into the bathroom and onto the counter. I had found a first aid kit under the sink and opened it to find what I needed.

He winced as I dabbed one of his cuts with a washrag soaked in rubbing alchol and antiseptics. I washed away all of the blood and cleaned out all of his cuts on his face and there was only one left. I brought the rag up to his cheek and started to clean the cut. In the middle of cleaning his cut I became aware of him staring at me.

As I was cleaning up I still had yet to say a word to him really, besides a comand for him to sit down or turn his head. He hadn't said anything either. The tension in the room was thick as realization set in.

All I had thought about was the fact that he was hurt badly. I hadn't stopped to think why he was hurt. It's not the fact the he had just got beaten up. I began to think of the reason why he just got into a fight.

I had been told what he had done to her, it had caused a huge fight. But he told me that he wasn't like that anymore. He told me why he had done it and then told me that he found a reason to no longer be like that. He told me that when he was with me it all went away. That was the night he told me that he loved me.

I believed him. I was so stupid and I believed him. He had brushed me off without a thought. The dark look in his eyes frietened me alone. He had actually hit her. I couldn't do anything to stop him from hitting that girl. He wasn't himself. I had never seen him like that and now that I have he only scared me.

All it took was a few rude words for her to prevoke him. And he was ready to hit her and he did. What was to say that instead of that poor girl it was me next time. What if he had changed to whatever the hell he was out there in front of me and I couldn't do anything to stop him from hittting me next. The thought frietened me even more.

I practicly ran out of the room and up the stares. I know that he would follow me but in his state he didn't have a chance to get me. I ran into his room and locked the door behind me. Only a few moments later and he was banging on the door. He called my name and when I didn't respond he started pounding on the door so hard I was afriad it would brake.

I kept my eyes on the door as I walked backwards to the bed and curled up in it. The sight of his dark eyes staring at her just before h hit her didn't leave my head. He said he wasn't like that he said that he loved me but people lie and some people are even stupid enough to believe them.