[COMPLETE] Long Wait Love (Minho Fanfic/SHINee Fanfic)

23. Liar.

'I can't do this anymore rin. I need a break-up'. The phone fell through my hand and I fell on the ground. No. This can't happen. Is god testing me or something. I can't break up with minho. My life will be a mess without him. Tears ran down my cheeks and my throat became sore. I didn't understand what should I do to bring him back.

I went to my balcony and started shouting and calling out for minho. "Minho, please stop being a coward and face me. Say it on my face. Say that you don't wanna be with me anymore." By my surprise he came to the balcony. The look on his face made me want to punch hard in his face. He acted pissed off, as it if is not a big deal breaking up with me. As if nothing ever happened between us.

"What is it that you want to say?" He said. Standing there without any emotions. Seeing him like this, all my sadness disappeared and I was getting angry. "You know what.. all I want to say is that you are a LIAR. All that you said meant nothing but was just a bunch of lies. You lied about being with me forever. Lied about supporting me. Lied about loving me without any expectations. Lied about taking care of me and being with me in my hard times. Promises were mere statements for you which meant the universe to me." My cheeks were hot and my tears never stopped.

I shut my balcony and fell to the ground. I got up again and opened the balcony. Minho was standing there with a blank look on his face. "and yeah.. get things right. I yelled at her because what she said would've made you slap her. She wanted to break us apart and the only time she won't break us apart was if I introduced her to jinki so that she can use him. I think she succeeded. We.. are.. torn.. apart." My heart ached saying that.

*time skip*
At night, I skipped dinner. I went to my bed and thought about us. We were just perfect, then why did this happen? Was it not meant to be? My tears started again. Now I don't even know when they start. My pillows are all wet and all my strength is gone. Late, the night kibum came to visit me. We both sat on the couch in the living room and he had bought chocolates for me. "Rin, these chocolates are best for breakups. Eat these and forget about it." I looked at him with sad eyes. Onew must have told him. He hugged me and said "please rin, let it go. If both of you are really made for each other then he'll come back to you. Besides, he is the one at loss. I would never let a girl like you leave my life. So please. Give him time."
We stayed in silence. It wasn't an awkward one but a comforting one. Listening to kibum say that I am not a bad thing in this relation gave me strength to hold my face up high.

Next morning I went to the college. The space beside me in the subway haunted me making me realise I'm alone. I attended my lectures just for attendance. He didn't show up. I went to the park where we had our names on the bench. I touched it and all the memories rushed back. I met song min and jonghyun that day and told them everything. Song min hugged me and tried her best to comfort me. I went home. It felt empty. The whole day there was only one thought on my mind. MINHO.
MINHO.
MINHO.
PLEASE COME BACK.

I had decided that this time I won't be going after him. He needs to find me back. And if he doesn't I'll forget him. YES. I'LL. FORGET. HIM. Who am I kidding? Myself? Yes maybe. But I need to hold on to myself this time. After a week, he showed up at college. I thought he would talk to me but it was nothing close to it. He ignored me. The old minho coming back. Again, we turned into strangers. The warm back that I had just for some time turned cold to me again. Looking into each other's eyes and not saying a word was how we turned.

*6 months later*
College was fun these days. Kai had joined into our college and taem, kai and me had become quite close. Song min transferred to U.S and called me often. She called me before to say that she was engaged with jonghyun and would be back for her marriage. I was happy to meet her again. I also made a new friend. His name was jimin. He was petite and cute. I missed onew and kibum. They graduated a month before.My life was back to normal.

It was friday morning and I was happy that today was the last day of college for the week. Kai, taemin and me were going to jimin's place for the weekend for a nightout. I dressed up and was ready to go out when I saw my phone. It was kai's message.

[Let's meet at the park first. Then I want to take you guys out today.] It was sent in the group chat. I messaged back. [Pabo tell the time.] On which kai replied. [Ohh. At 11. Hehe] I closed the message. The wallpaper was still the same. Our wallpaper. I missed him alot. I missed minho's madness. I locked the screen after seeing the wallpaper. It was 9.30 and I had a lecture at 10. I decided I'll attend that lecture and then go to them. I took my bag and went out of my house. I closed the door behind me and opened the gate of my house.

Minho left his house the same time. Yes. He was still my neighbour. I looked at him while he looked at me. We avoided each other. We had turn into real strangers this time.  After that day, he never cared to talk to me. I thought I was over him but seeing him still made my heart weak. I left first and he left for the college. He was in the subway as mine and the time he protected me from the ajhussi came into my mind.

This was distracting. I plugged in my headphones. Neomu aapa. I hummed got7 song 'sick'. I reached the station and started walking to college. Minho walked behind me. I saw taemin at the college gate. "Rin, yeogi!" He waved his hand. His eyes then travelling to minho he looked at me with worry. "Don't worry. You can go to him. He showed up at college after a long time." I said to taemin and walked past him.

I went to the park and to that bench. Jimin was already sitting there. "Ohh.. Annyeong! How are you so early today? Rin is known for coming late." I sat beside him. "Hehe. Actually I'm early because I attended a lecture." He took my hand in his hand and said, "Rin-ah, rin.. I.. want to say something." I smiled at jimin and said, "say naa jiminee" He was about to say something when taemin and and kai came near us.

Kai and jimin were teasing each other when I took taemin to another bench. "So.. how is he? Is he doing good?" I asked taemin. It had become a habit to ask about minho. "He is doing good. Lately he's been preparing to enter the national football team." A smile formed on my face. I was happy that he is living his life happily and persuading his dreams. "I miss him sometimes. I never thought that he would leave me so easily. I hope he misses me too. Even a little would do." I let out a sigh and we went back to them.

"Rin, today we will be going to the arcade. Let's play against each other. Let's see what the tomboy has in store." Kai neckstranded me. "Yaa... jimin help me from this monster." Jimin helped me free myself and kai said while winking "you can call me monster." Ohh god! This dramatic guy!

We were heading to the arcade when jimin held my hand. "Rin I want to say something." I looked at him and asked him to continue. "Actually, I don't know how to say it. There's someone who likes you. He thinks you to be cute and he wants me to inctroduce him to you."

His statement made my eye sockets to leave their place and I didn't know what I should be saying in this situation. I could think of just one thing at that time.
MINHO.