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Jisung's POV:

"You're a man, Jisung!" Shaking my head, I felt my face heat up and Jaemin laughed, patting my shoulder.

So since I told the guys about how I wanted to, you know.. Ask Bomi out, they've been bothering me and here Jaemin was, trying to get me to confess to her, but me being me, I was too nervous to even think about it.

"I'm not a man.." I mumbled, which made him roll his eyes and he helped me to stand up, before he started fixing my shirt.
After 'fixing' my shirt, he started ruffling my hair to make it look 'cuter'.

"Wow, what's happening here?" Jeno stood in the doorway with crossed arms and a smirk on his face as I quickly shook my head.

"Jisung is going to get a girlfriend before us and to be honest, I find that really sad." Jaemin laughed as I widened my eyes and heat rushed to my face.
"I- No! What? I'm just going to hang out with her at the park, it's not like I'm going to ask her out!" Jeno raised his eyebrows, before shrugging and leaving the room.

"Jisung is getting a.. Girlfriend?" I heard Chenle's voice from another room and I groaned while Jaemin smirked.

Were they able to stop bothering me? Of course. Were they going to stop? Nope.

"Stop bothering the boy, let him get ready himself and let him take his time to confess to Bomi." Mark was saving my life as always and Jaemin sighed, before walking past me and out of the room.

"Oh, but hurry up, will you? We're a bit tired of hearing you groan about liking her so much." Mark left with a smirk and shut the door after him, leaving me to blush alone.

Fixing my hair and clothes that Jaemin earlier tried to do, I walked out of the room with a deep breath.

I was going to do it, I was going to confess to her.

*

Nope, I wasn't going to confess to her.

Not happening.

As soon as she appeared by the fountain, that I had asked her to meet up at, I got too nervous to even talk normally - so confessing wasn't going to happen.

"Jisung? Are you okay? You're acting a bit w-"

"Me? Okay? Why wouldn't I be okay? Aha, I'm totally fine as always, I'm not acting weird at all, I don't know what you're talking about." I laughed awkwardly, quickly looking away to avoid eye contact with her and I saw her nod out of the corner of my eye.

"Suree." She dragged out the 'e' and I kept my gaze away from her, even though she was looking more stunning than ever.

I needed to focus, if I didn't confess today, I didn't know when I'd do it. If I didn't confess now, then maybe she would find some other guy, or she would move, because of her m-

"Exactly why did you want to meet me here? We could just have met at your dorm, or something." She walked up in front of me and tilted her head adorably to the left.
"Ah, well, you see.. I just wanted to, you know.." I was stuttering again and I cursed myself for being as shy as I was.

Usually I wouldn't be this shy around her.. Why wasn't I like Donghyuck or Jaemin, they were so good at talking!

"I like this fountain." I blurted out, immediately mentally face palming, after the words had left me and she giggled a bit, before nodding her head.

"Was there anything else, or shall we head to your dorm?" Her question made me swallow hard, before I nodded my head and I felt how clammy my hands had turned.
"I-I actually wanted to ask you something.." She nodded her head, urging for me to continue, which I did.

"I've never done this before, so don't laugh me in the face or something like that, okay?" She nodded slowly, obliviously confused about why, I was acting weird, because even I thought I was acting weird.
If someone was acting like this in front of me, I would've left the place a long time ago.
Looking down at the ground, I opened mouth.

"I.."

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Bomi's POV:

Ever since I arrived at the park, Jisung had been acting weird, but it seemed like he was finally going to tell me why, he had been acting like this.

I honestly found his nervousness cute..

"I.." He looked down and I felt the urge just to scream at him to continue, because I was getting impatient, but of course, I didn't do that.
He mumbled something that I didn't quite understand and I moved a bit closer, despite my heart already beating out of my chest.

"I like you." He blurted out quickly, before covering his mouth and blood rushed to my face.

Jisung.. Liked me..

It was like my stomach was doing turns and it was a totally new feeling to me.
A smile soon spread across my face, not really thinking about what my mom would say and he seemed a bit surprised by my reaction.

"You're.. You're not laughing, or running away.." He was mumbling, probably to himself and I laughed, before shaking my head, my face still hot.

Everything felt like a dream and I knew that was a really cheesy and cringy thing to say - or think, but it really did feel like one.

"I'm not running away, because.. I like you too." This seemed to surprise him more as his eyes widened and his face turned bright red.

"Eh.. I don't know what to do now.. I didn't think, I'd get this far.." He mumbled honestly and I couldn't help but smile at his honesty.

He was so honest, which was one of the many things I admired about him.

"Does this mean that we're.. D-dating?" I covered my mouth after I had heard myself stutter and Jisung gave me a short nod, his face staying pink.

"I think so.. Then what do we do now?" He started to play with his hands as he took one step closer to me, making me flustered.
"Should we hug?" Carefully, he took another step, before wrapping his arms around me and I hugged him back.

His heartbeat was quick, but I didn't blame him one bit, because to be honest, I think mine was faster.

"What are you going to do about your mom?" He whispered to me and I finally realized that she was going to flip, but she couldn't 'protect' me forever.
She had been holding me back from talking to guys for so long and now I was finally able to talk to and date one, so she wasn't going to stop me from doing it.

"I'll figure something out.."

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