I pulled my car quickly behind my house and threw the cover over the top, I wasn't about to let my dad know that I used his 'precious baby' to drive to school cause I was too lazy to walk.
"Hey Son." My dad said when I walked in through the front door. I ignored him, as usual, and climbed up the spiral steps.
Once I was up I kicked my bedroom door open and threw myself in, locking the door behind me. Sitting on the bed, I forced open the draw, revealing a large assortment of blades, wires and needles and I grabbed the closet thing to my hand, it was a razor. I peeled up my long black sleeves to reveal my frail, scarred flesh.
Closing my eyes, I thrust the blades deep into my skin and forced it all the way to my elbow. Blood trickled down my arm and spilled across the floor, staining it. "Helvete..." I muttered, putting down the blade and wrapping my fresh wounds with an old bandage. Picking up an old rag, I sprayed my floor with bleach and scrubbed down hard on the bloody area.
I sighed as I felt my bandage growing damper by the second. I should probably get a few more of these... I thought as I unwrapped the bloody bandage. More blood squirted from my arm as I slowly unwound it.
"Oh skitt!" Jogging down the hall I forced myself into the bathroom, running cold water from the tap. I pushed my wounded arm below the water and hissed in pain from the cold.
Eventually, it stopped bleeding so I took it away from the water. I wrapped it in a clean bandage and covered my arm back up with my black sleeve.
I hate myself.
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DONT YELL AT MEH!
I know how short this chapter is but I really needed to put in the fact that Eric is a self harmer. Let's just say that he isn't exactly ... sane...
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General FictionCompleted ✅ WARNING! This story contains a lot of seriously messed up views on life! Please do NOT try to imitate ANY of the behaviour displayed in this story! Eric always knew that his life wasn't going to be perfect, far from it in fact! But he n...