Revision (Sequel to Whirlwind)

Chapter 15

I didn't go to see any other bands that day. I just stayed in my bunk, hoping that no one had seen what had happened. Ben tried to come in, but I told him I wasn't feeling to good, and wanted to be alone.

The next morning Lynn stormed in. I assumed Ben and her had been talking, I knew they were probably worried about me, but I just didn't want to talk to anyone. I hadn't even looked at my phone since "the incident".

I was suddenly blinded by light, as the curtain to my bunk was pulled open by Lynn. She pulled me out of the bunk, dragging me into the back lounge and locking the door behind her.

"What's going on?"

"Nothing, I was just catching up on some sleep is all," I lied.

"Bullshit," she said.

I looked at her, hopelessly hoping that she would just give this up, but I knew that she wouldn't do that. She cared about me to much to do that.

"Allison."

"He kissed me..."

Her face dropped and I could tell that she was angry, "He did what?"

"He was talking to me behind the buses and I told him that I couldn't be friends with him," I started, "because I didn't want to do that to myself again. And then it was like I couldn't move, I was just stuck in place. And he told me to give him another chance. I told him I couldn't, and he just wiped away my tears and kissed me."

She sat there, taking it all in. "Tell me what to do Lynn, I'm so confused."

"I don't even know what to tell you anymore, I gave you advice to stay away. You ignored it and worked for them, which allowed the two of you to get somewhat close again. At this point it's all about what your heart feels."

"But Lynn, I don't know what my heart feels. I love Ben, but I love Dennis too," I put my head in my hands.

"No matter what, you're going to have to tell Ben what happened."

"But—"

"No, if you don't tell him, your relationship will fall apart before you even have the chance to think about what you want," Lynn removed my hands and looked me in the eyes.

"Listen, no matter what you choose, I'm going to be here for you. You can figure this out, we both know that. But you're going to have to do it on your own," she gave me a small smile.

"I'll try..."