Chapter 16

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~~~~Dennis's Point of View~~~~

I fucked up. I really messed it all up this time. I kissed her... God it felt so good to have her lips on mine again. But she has a boyfriend, she's with Barlow. When we kissed I felt it, and I know she felt it too. That spark was still there.

But now I worried that she would hate me for what I had done to her. I kissed her and screwed with her feelings by doing so. She was with someone else and I guess I just couldn't take that. I missed having her, being able to hold her, and being able to take away any pain that she felt. I loved her though, and I wanted her to be happy. I just wish that she would be happy with me instead of with someone else.

"We're on in fifteen, get your ass to the stage," Ben yelled into the bus.

I sighed, slowly getting up and walking towards the main stage. I didn't know what I was going to have to do, but I was going to have to make this up to her someway. And juts maybe I would get another chance with her.

~~~~Back to Allison's Point of View~~~~

"Ben I need to talk to you about something," I was digging my nails into my palm.

He stopped me and put his hand in mine. "What is it?" he asked.

"It's something that you probably won't like," I said quietly.

"Oh, well just tell me I guess and I'll try to take it as best I can," he tightened his grip on my hand.

"I didn't mean for it to happen..." I took a deep breath. "I was walking back to the bus, and then Dennis stopped me to talk, and then he kissed me..."

He just sat there quietly, pulling his hand away from mine. "I'm so sorry Ben."

"I don't even know what to say," he ran a hand through his hair, "Did you want to kiss him?"

"No, I mean I wouldn't want to do that to you. What he and I had is in the past," I blinked away the tears that were forming in my eyes.

He pulled me into him and held me close. My body relaxed in his arms. "It's not okay that he did that to you. But just the fact that you wouldn't want to do that helps this situation a lot. Do you want me to tell him off?"

"No, I think the best way to make it go away is to just keep going on with our daily lives. I love you so much Ben."

"I love you too," he kissed my forehead.

"Even after all that's happened?" I asked.

"Of course. I know how you feel about me, and I know how I feel about you. I know you wouldn't do anything like that to me," he pulled me onto his lap and kissed me again.

I smiled as I felt him place small kisses down my neck. "I love you so much," he murmured. I brought my face down to his and crashed my lips into his.

A/N: Ah this is set up nicely for how it's going to go from here.  I'm going to double update today and then take a break until after New Years.  Hope you enjoy lovelies <3

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