Chapter Six
I try to calm myself down by parking at a nearby gas station. Suddenly, I find myself crying.
Pictures of him keep popping into my mind, even though I was pretty sure I had forgotten what he looked like and the only solid memory I had of his voice was from his voicemail.
If I had paid more attention to him, maybe things would've worked out.
Then, I begin to think rapidly.
What were his last words to me? And what were mine to him?
We rarely talked past Adam's party because there wasn't much to talk about after that. He had told me he felt horrible for Lexis, but he didn't regret anything. What she doesn't know won't kill her.
But it might have killed him.
Everyone knows I can't keep my mouth shut. Lexis is going to have to find out at some point or else I'm going straight to hell for this.
She's a great girl and everything, but we never really became friends. Her and Justin fit into the same group. They both were kind of geeks mixed with a bit of popularity. They were cute and funny and playful. They were easily the most adorable couple in school.
That night at Adam's house was crazy, though. Justin wasn't himself, but he was completely sober. So was I. Neither one of us liked alcohol at all. I don't know. It was weird.
But what were his last words to me? It was probably over text, which is the worst way to exchange last words with someone, but it happened.
Instantly, I pull my phone out from the back pocket of my jeans and look through my messaging. Luckily enough, I haven't deleted my last conversation with Justin.
Justin: hey what's up
Me: watching americas nxt top model hbu
Justin: same ;)
Me: srsly XD
Justin: haha ok just hanging in my room
Me: fun
Justin: not really...do u wanna talk about what happened
Me: y
Justin: we havent talked for real in a while
Me: wat is there to discuss?
Justin: idk I just think that mayb I should tell Lexis
Me: she'll hate me
Justin: yea ik
Me: and she'll hate u
Justin: yea ik
Me: then u probably shouldnt hey we did it its over no discussion just forget about it
Justin: u know u really piss me off sometimes
Me: sorry I dont exist to please u
Justin: shut up
Me: whatever bye
Justin: bye i luv u
Well those were some suckish last words.
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