Fight The Night - A Toru Yamashita FanFiction

Chapter 5 - Dreams

Laura's POV: 

I come home from work, and throw my bag in a corner.

When I enter the living room I realize Toru is sitting on the couch. When he sees me he slowly walks over to me, he's looking at the floor, his hands in his pockets. Then he shyly looks up into my eyes and bites his lip.

I put my arms around his neck and start kissing him. He leans into the kiss and puts his hands round my waist to close the distance between our bodies.

After a few moments the kiss heats up and it's like we can't get enough of each other. We stumble towards the couch, while Toru unbuttons my jeans and pulls them to the ground, I step out of them. 

We fall onto the sofa. When I take off his shirt, we're both out of breath but our lips smash into each other again as soon as I remove the fabric.

I let my hands explore his slightly defined chest and stomach.

As I sit on his lap, Toru starts to lean back into the pillows, I sit on his crotch feeling a bulge form underneath my thighs. I start to move my hips back and forth to create friction between us.

He lets out a moan.

I stop kissing him for a second but before I put my lips back onto his, he's gone.

Suddenly I am in a dark room, I can't even see the walls. There is nothing in the room, only darkness.

It seems like there's nothing there except for this darkness, it's like a void. I can feel the darkness inside me, it's like I'm breathing it in with every breath I take. As soon as I realize I can't move I can feel anxiety rising up in me. I panic.

I try to scream for Toru, but it seems like my voice has just given up on me. Nothing comes out. 

Everything is quiet.

I try to scream again. Nothing.

Then, in the distance, I can hear Toru screaming my name. It sounds faded but I can still hear it.

I try to scream and move but nothing. My body is frozen. Nothing works.

I'm alone in this void, can't move, can't scream, I'm trapped and now tears stream down my cheeks, I can't do anything, I am completely alone in this. I have to get out of here, but I can't. There is nothing I can do. I'm trapped... Forever.

...

I wake up covered in sweat and tears streaming down my face. Slowly my panic goes away as I calm down more and more, realizing it was all just a dream.

I think to myself that I can't remember the last time Toru and I had sex. It must've been months ago.

I look at my phone, it's 4.48 am. Saturday and I can't go back to sleep.