Rakim's P.O.V
"I'm never forgiving you." She replied as she looked down and shook her head.
"Whatever, just don't say nothing."
"Only if you don't tell anyone who and where I am. How did you find out anyway?" She asked as she looked vulnerable and intimidated by what I knew.
"You're on the news. Niggas claimin' you got kidnapped. Your family and friends are worried and looking for you. Everyone's looking for you."
"No, no no no.." She shook her head as she held her head and ran her fingers through her hands. She shook her head and began breathing heavily.
"Yo, you okay?" I asked getting a little worried. She was having some sort of breakdown.
"I need to leave. I need to leave this place, now." She said as she attempted to calm herself.
"No you don't you only just got here didn't you?" I frowned, confused as hell.
"You don't understand. I keep trying to run away from my past and it keeps haunting me." She said as she kept her hands buried into her palms, facing down.
I pulled her into my arms and rubbed her back as I kissed her forehead. It all made sense now. We really were the same.
"You killed someone, didnt you." It wasn't even a question, more like a statement.
She remained silent as she shook her head. "No. What makes you say that." She quietly whispered.
"Because I know what it feels like. And you just decribed it. You think killing someone will solve something but after their life is gone because of your foolish decision you sit there and wonder, so what the fvck do I do now. Instead of the revenge you wanted to fulfill, you end up feeling empty as fvck and your thoughts begin to have their ways with you. You tryna run away from your problems is something anyone would do." I said as I sighed after.
I wasn't even this deep nor did I care this much but the difference was I knew how she felt. Sure I had people around me like ferg, nast and the rest of the boys who could relate to my insanity of being a murderer. But it's just different with a female.
"You're so right. We need to stic together Rocky. I need you more tha anything right now, If they find me I'm going to jail." She said as she snuggled up to my neck and sighed.
"Don't trip, even if you end up in jail you best believe I'd bail your ass outta there real quick." I said as I wrapped my hands around her waist.
"It's not about that, It's about going back home and having my family and friends look at me in disgust. They will all hate me. I'm a monster." She said as she pulled back and looked into my eyes.
Her eyes searched mine as I placed a hand on her chin.
"Don't say that. We all make mistakes, even ones we can't change. We'll get through this."
She laugh sarcastically and shook her head. "How on earth are we gonna get through this? We're both murders for fvcksake."
"I say we take that to our advantage."
She frowned and looked at me confused. "Sorry, what?"
"You heard me. We could be on some Bonny and Clyde typa ish. That gangsta typa love you feel me?"
She laughed and shook her head as she looked at my lips then back at into my eyes. "You and your crazy ideas."
"Imma take that as a yes. You look out for me, I look out for you. We got this. Let's hustle and grind together.. We've already been through enough alone, why not go through the rest of the ride together?"
Rihana became silent for a couple of minutes. As if she was thinking through it. She didn't need to. I needed her. She need me.
"Seal the deal with a kiss." She replied as she bit her lip.
My lips curved into a wide smirk as I leaned close and placed my lips onto hers.
Her lips molded with mine perfectly as her tongue grazed my bottom lip I parted my lips, giving her entrance. She tilted her head as our tongues fought for dominance, and my I placed a firm grip on her ass.
This was the start to new adventures.
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