But now that Rih had came into the picture and was beginning to distract Rakim, for that simple reason that was why I was here. In Sean's parking lot. His new house was different and so damn massive. Nothing compared to Rakim's but it sure was an upgrade from what he last had.I got out of my car and approached the door, before I could even knock the keys on the other end began to rattle.
I took a deep breath as I mentally cussed at myself to keep it together. I felt so nervous it'd been too long.
When the door opened we were inches apart and Sean changed that in a less that a second. "Amani!" He yelled as he laughed and pulled me into a long and tight embrace. I wrapped my arms around his neck as I closed my eyes and held onto him tight.
We embraced for what felt like forever but I didn't want to let go. It had been too long.
When we finally pulled away he took my hand and placed a small kiss on my hand, then entwined our hands. Why on earth did I ever leave him? I deserved this man.
"I see you're still your sweet self." I smiled as he lead me inside.
"Of course, I have no reason to change, Ami." He said as he closed the door behind us.
I was wowed instantly as my eyes roamed around the place, it was neat, tidy and furnished. The decor was amazing, you would've never guessed Sean stayed by himself. There was simply no way he was working at the club, he had moved on completely.
"Yeah, I know. I upgraded the place.. well not, just the place actually.." He said as he went into the lounge room and poured whine into the two golden glasses on the table. Beside the glasses were two plates of food which I knew he had prepared for us.
What did I do deserve all this?
"I also changed well..everything, I work as an accountant now. That bartender business just wasn't making the cut for me." He said as he sat and gestured for me to sit beside him on the leather couch.
I dropped my bag and made myself welcome on his lap instead. I needed to be as close as possible to him, I missed everything about him. His smile, his touch, his lips, his kisses, the way he made me feel when he-
"Amani?.." He said, snapping me out of my dirty thoughts.
"Yeah, sorry what?" I questioned as I looked at him.
His grip tightened around my waist as she pecked my shoulder. "I said..what do you do? I know you're not about that stripper life anymore, so what do you do now?"
His eyes searched mine intently as he waited for my reply. He looked as if he was scared I'd be some callgirl or like, a prostitute.
My job was boring but at least I was keeping my clothes on and even more, my self respect and dignity. "I just work for this guy, he's rich. He pays me a load just to clean his place and keep it tidy and stuff."
He looked relieved, but also a tad bit disappointed. I looked at him and sighed. I hated disappointing people.
"What is it?" I questioned his expression.
"A maid? Man you know you're way much more than that. What happened to that Law degree you were working towards?"
Great, another reminder of how much I failed and made mistakes in my life.
"Is that why you invited me? So we can dread on what I could've become and what I should and shouldn't do?" I asked as I looked away from him, slowing becoming irritated.
"No, that's not why, what.."
I remained silent and kept my gaze away from him.
"Look at me."
Silence.
"Ami, don't be so difficult. You know you're here because I missed you so damn much. You know that." His words made my heart melt, just like always. I loved when he openly told me how he felt. Most would call it sappy, or cheesy but I found it so attractive. A dude that was all about you and wasn't afraid to show it. What more could a girl want?
"Prove it then." I said as I smirked, biting my lip.
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Authors note: So my next chapter is gonna be a bit freaky, just letting those who are triggered by sex know in advance lol.
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