Why Do We Fall

Special night || Chapter 4

A/N: play this song near the bottom of this chapter, there is also mature content in this chapter, just saying I wrote this around 3 or 4 in the morning.

Lexa's POV

As I watched Derek shoot Titus I stood there paralyzed because the man that basically raised me since I was a kid was killed in front of me. I want to cry by his side but the other side of me is telling me that he would've broken Derek and Derek is more important then Titus at the moment.

"Derek you okay?" I say with concern just incase this was his first time killing someone "you got nothing to worry about Lexa I'm protecting the people I care about and now your one of the people I care about too." Derek says as he smiles weakly at me I smile back but now I know his weakness is his sister and I don't necessarily hate that weakness but right now I got mixed feelings about it.

As Derek turned around to look at Clarke and Bellamy he unchained Bellamy while I went over and unchained Clarke. "You seem nice for my brother" Clarke says to me in a cheerful tone "thanks and I'm Lexa" I say happily because I finally met Derek's little sister she had the exact same eye colour as her brother but Derek has brown inner rings he told me that he has something called heterochromia, Derek doesn't like his eyes a whole lot but I'm in love with those eyes.

When me and Derek finished unchaining Bellamy and Clarke, Bellamy gives me a dirty look "why'd did your men to kill us?" Bellamy says angrily as he approaches me fast "Bellamy calm down if you hurt Lexa I'll hurt you" Derek says in a really intimidating voice which intimidated me and I don't know why but as Derek stands in front of me and now I can tell that Derek is taller then Bellamy, "uh sorry Lexa" Bellamy says worriedly.

A few hours later

"It was fun being around you Clarke" I say happily "oh yeah I forgot to tell Derek but the ark is down from space and we moved to camp Jaha or the ark, it's a 3 hour walk east from the drop ship and oh also tell him mom is down too." Clarke says as she and Bellamy leave Polis.

I'm shocked because more of the space people are down I thought there was only 100 of them but I'm wrong. I wonder what Derek's mom will think of me hopefully she likes me.

I walk to my room to see if Derek is there and he is on the balcony looking into the night sky I try to sneak up to him and scare him "Lexa I can hear you behind me" to my surprise Derek has got good senses, he's got senses better then mine because I just entered the room and the door was open and I didn't shut it.

"I love you" I say softly as I walk up to him "I love you Lexa" I taught him how to speak Trigedasleng and he learned very quickly but the way my name slips off of his tongue just gets me hot.

I am face to face with Derek and I feel his breath and my breathing becomes shaky because right now I don't know what to do when I look into those hypnotizing eyes of his but he picks me and starts to kiss me and I kiss back he walks towards the door and he closes it with his left hand, he places me on my back on our bed, I deepen the kiss but he pulls back to regain some air and pushes forward our tongues fight for dominance but I'm losing the fight but I still got a fighting chance. I start to undress myself while we are still kissing and he does the same.

We are both naked now Derek pulls away from our kiss "Are you ready for this Lexa?" Derek says in a shaky breath "I'm ready, Derek as long as I'm with you I'm ready for anything." I say with confidence and I spoke the truth to him.

Derek doesn't move from our position and kisses me until we both get tired, I look into his eyes after we finish kissing I smile and he smiles back "you do realize you might become pregnant right?" Derek says in a cheerful voice with some concern "as long as it's your child I don't mind and I've been waiting for you to make a move on me for a month, I've had you unchained so many times but yet you didn't make a move, but if get pregnant I'll be happy because the child will be a symbolism of our love which we hid for two months."
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The next morning

I feel great as I am awoken with arms around my waist and Derek's eyes looking at me but now when he looks at me he just consumes me with those eyes. When we stare into each other's eyes the whole world seems to disappear, I love the effects he has on me it makes me feel special.

"Derek Clarke told me about the ark it's a 3 hour walk east of your drop ship and your mother is there." I say fast but fast enough so he can hear me he chuckles "I know Lexa Clarke told me before she left, I wanted to talk to you about going to camp Jaha so you can meet the people I grew up with but I didn't want to ruin the moment last night."

"Derek I'm not sure I mean what will they think of me?" I say truthfully "lex if they don't like you then they'll have me to deal with it" Derek says reassuringly which assures me that it will be fine.

After laying down for a hour I decided I should go to my throne room, when I entered the guards all said "heda" I see Derek enter "heda" he bows with that smile of his. I smile back I wouldn't have before because I used to think love was weakness and since Titus is dead I won't be bothered by him anymore, it doesn't bother me a lot that Derek killed Titus because he did what I would've done I would've shot Titus too if I had to chose between two of the most important people I had in my life.
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Night fall
I entered Mine and Derek's room sometime after nightfall but as I entered I got picked up from my thighs and Derek places me on the bed and sits down next to me. "Derek I've thought it over and yes I'd like to meet your family and friends" I say happily as I can be "but we leave tonight" I add on.